once again

I choke myself up
welcome back to 7th grade
not quite what I meant

glorified in mind
it really was a good time
1/3rd psychosis

stream of sustenance
retract my frozen tendrils
circles in her eyes

wasted it again
this box can be my portal
it was nice to hear

did you get my call
attempted telepathy
maybe if it stays

a double surprise
I got both your hidden notes
sharpest pain of joy

shine the listless shell
push your things toward fruition
scare the outsiders

my vague metaphors
will anyone spend the time
scanning the unclear