desperately safe

cross it off the list
maintain effort and focus
anti-indulgent

endless vigilance
needless self deprecation
all risk no reward

my eyez on da prize
ambiguous happiness
recognize barely

double dead end fork
narrow it down to pure shit
lock them in your mind

never do either
glorified 50/50
softly kills the both

psychosomatic
pre-subconscious decisions
post applied meanings

accomplishment wall
all encompassing aspects
over everything

here’s an idea
just stop thinking about it
do impossible