help me (not, not you)
(what the fuck is wrong with you)
(get away from me)

separate the flesh
from my skeleton with your
dollar store steak knife

she’s in the air vents
reschedule enlightenment
carbomb jamboree

call you up to say
don’t ever call me again
unless it’s for sex

vaporize my dick
with your kamehameha
your hysteria

throw pregnant women
off a cliff, mario style
smiling ear to ear

neither laugh nor cry
legalize youth in asia
don’t apologize

cuddle pile fomo
nachos from that fateful day
stare into nothing

sensitive baby
longs for a crumb of pussy
never goes outside

my gift, and my curse
gay porn for all the children
google your own death

release confetti
my life in the volcano
what I’ve snackrificed

the weight of my soul
according to rock and roll
I just thought I’d ask

liquified fetus
prehensile clitoral hood
homerun baseball bat

penis pungee pit
a trip down mammary lane
bagina banshee

neck yourself, my guy
warts on the back of my tongue
meteor shower

painting of a cum
crawl underneath the table
ruined orgasm world

stop hitting yourself
rebel without a pebble
useful idiot

clear my throat loudly
the place in hell i will go
is mid, just like me

piss ant paradigms
delete my number, mortal
vaginal pipe bomb

lay me to rest by
the security lasers
in leopard print garb

stardust oasis
you’re beautiful at dancin’
devastatingly

nothing to see here
i’ve shizzled my last nizzle
I don’t feel so good

porta potty time!
the toilet juice is lookin’
mighty blue today!

build a machine god
very acoustic of you
i relate to this

I piss in the sink
why would I need poetry
I AM poetry

waste of nuclear waste
as it was, so it will be
one day at a time

i came here because
my other thing fell through and
anyway what’s up

hear your own eye move
1 trillionth listicle
mental erosion

feel ashamed about
a fantasy I have where
you’re humoring me

main character hair
pulverize podcast pussy
hunt humans for sport

sensory circus
crawl back inside mom’s womb and
ask for a refund

ride my bike back home
after every big nothing
what is there to say

kick me in the shin
are you there god? it’s me, god
am I serrated?

every hallway full
of interesting people
to never talk to

singular concern
my murder penis throbs hard
for you, babygirl

prostitute pageant
for prominent pedophiles
genocide inspo

dead vibrator dirge
run out of ways to run out
sorry safari

wake up crying from
another thousand year dream
where i was happy

while you’re waiting, please
peruse our fine selection
of trafficked women

modestly wasted
look at me in the eyes (phone)
don’t fuck me on this

jung and innocent
holographic bean bag chair
mustachioed bitch

get tires rotated
practice peace with the bullshit
daddy daughter dance

let the games begin
teleport back to dave’s house
immune to disease

forfeit coherence
twist my butt hair one last time
electrifying

non-native species
eat cajun teriyaki
semen janitor

bed in living room
fallen on medium times
permadeath hypetrain

develop headaches
sleep till I can’t sleep no more
get sore laying down

investing in me
was a colossal misplay
I have no future

I don’t believe that
leaving the house could lead to
anything worthwhile

how hard is it to
find other losers to play
video games with

no one gives a shit
make art that will be seen by
no one except me

no I love huge clits
I just hate yours because it’s
YOURS and I hate YOU

I hope everyone
who doesn’t like me gets killed
ow ow ow my head

arson compromise
police department soiree
prosthetic foreskin

waylaid guinea pigs
hit the green chile hard cap
instant autoban

tfw minecraft
gave zoomers a cube fetish
wow, science is cool

She won’t talk to me
“And how does that make you feel?”
sad. and unhappy

i’m really tired of
my anxiety being
proven justified

i’m sad you’re not here
i write poems, embarrassed
show them to no one

contemptuous fucks
fling 9th dimensional shit
piss bitch paradigms

in the space where things
used to happen, i sit &
wait until I die

can’t make myself live
so i’m perfectly content
to twiddle my thumbs

in these shitty ruins
till I crumble to dust
like a silly bitch

“ya can’t fix stupid”
cigarette elemental
soft dick and hard nips

tom green party dream
his friends are all super wierd
he was just normal

at night, the fan blows
hallucinate audio
of wind instruments

I watch videos
of other people’s vivid
imaginations

want what you can’t have
attraction is not a choice
have what you can’t want

not enough enough
not optioned for head scratches
this shit fucking sucks

relate in bad faith
Kalamazoo switcheroo
too busy to care

the beach episode
extremely sleepy cuddles
were somehow lacking

find someone like you
identical in all ways
ultra hateable

lesbians protest
joe biden scissoring scene
in full riot gear

mommy v. daddy
clandestine rhinoplasty
my head fucking hurts

I’ve been negligent
youtube keeps recommending
lewd v-tuber clips

leave my cares behind
forget everything I learned
wait my turn to die

mind map my failures
necrophilia shindig
heroin colleagues

big wiener big sads
undefeated champion
of saturday school

I sentence you to
having no will to live or
strength to kill yourself

artlessly destroy
another friendship of mine
I have no comment

no one to cuddle
or tell me how their day went
this fucking sucks shit

“Important” to you
Just not enough to warrant
spending time with me

“Important” to me
but I don’t lift a finger
to do anything

I want to have hope
but life experience has
beat it out of me

the risk management
excellence award goes to
you, you big coward

shreds of scraps of bits
of things that make life worth it
this is so stupid

been a while since I
had this much trouble sleeping
perfect murder dream

the world is ending
and I didn’t satisfy
my meat mind in time

motherly assjob
even wizards have birthdays
no one cares it’s rigged

feign divinity
theoretical true shoe
i can breathe for miles

I could never get
carrotless motivation
to work properly

court-ordered rimjob
peace love unity respect
you lopsided bitch

try to hold onto
a 10 second moment for
the rest of your life

“to resist despair
is what it means to be free”
and I can’t resist

forgive and forget
though the problems cause by this
never go away

never tie my shoes
fantasy of making sense
dissolve every dream

take all the best pills
i’m literally this close
to falling asleep

furloughed booty call
pee pee poo poo end my life
sense of belonging

this isn’t a joke
kill me kill me kill me please
excellent headache

I don’t want to do
anything ever again
unfortunately

turret girl marine
destroys all the ghosts for me
and I am smitten

eager to slaughter
her unyielding turret smites
all who defy me

I’ll protect her by
any means necessary
my angel of death

her aim is flawless
everything is exploding
like first date fireworks

didn’t know you could
but we blew up a phantom
that was my first time

we go together
to the end of the level
i’m gonna miss you

you will be preserved
i’ll put you in a poem
so I never forget

slowly, bells ring and
life without cinnamon rolls
begins wordlessly

start panic breathing
i’ll never feel love like that
again in my life

frown and think and sit
my sadness is very big
i like tato chip

sing stale songs of pain
always ends the same way blues
nothing is enough

torn stuffed animal
russian roulette ahegao
death of a carny

still making payments
on my 5 dollar headphones
gay blowjob permit

everybody dies
especially me and you
right now, in this room

sizable billboard
for 24 hour bail bonds
by the trailer park

give me head scratches
as if I was a good boy
this feels amazing

I used to sell crack,
and crack accessories, to
fund the CIA

megaman legends
slam my dick in the car door
pick bloody boogers

i’m dyin, spacetree.
got a big ol’ brain tumor.
i don’t have much time.

oil burns, acne scars
fatigue the Parmesan boys
color coded notes

heavenly angles
opium den slide whistle
scrotal lingerie

doing the laundry
god’s birthday is coming up
what should I get him

all day every day
think about doing something
and never do it

walking for an hour
and standing in the same place
don’t feel different

emo girls glomp me
i remember this thought loop
i’ll stay here awhile

sometimes, when it rains
I become so sad that I
go to bed on time

stable stagnation
I could waste away like this
for a long, long time

contemplating the
bleak, boring, nothing days that
make up my life’s bulk

depraved and deprived
eat salt and vinegar chips
self-immolation

comfy poof jacket
everyone says I look tired
oh wow, haha yeah

my entire wardrobe
is uniforms from old jobs
nauseous with despair

you have no chance with
anyone in your building
skip christmas this year

refer back to my
anatomy class textbooks
for shotgun placement

become the lowest
common denominator
die die die die die

i am unable
to do anything about
the reasons things suck

why am I so weak?!??
i can’t even move right now!!!
fuck! why can’t I move?!?!

maybe, if I can
uninstall video games
I’ll do real life stuff

but what would I do
instead of video games
that isn’t boring?

laptop: no work done
no laptop: all work gets done
no laptop today

I wonder if my
do-it-yourself therapy
will bear any fruit

discount jellybeans
i still have so much to learn
about throwing up

my thick meaty dump
on the side of the highway
blossoms pungently

finally asleep
they said it couldn’t be done
lush flapjack breakfast

ass getting flabby
weep with my head in my hands
hi, can I get uhhhhhhh

dead end of a life
It sucked then and it sucks now
useless little bitch

yield to entropy
i’m not crying, you’re crying
what’s a complete thought

Left on read since the
Paleozoic era
Tighty whitey stains

warm syrupy poop
washes over me in waves
like the light of dawn

doing the laundry
fuck, it’s god’s birthday today
completely forgot

jfk’s hard cock
don’t worry guys, it’s just blood
my dog’s a lawyer

stumbled upon the
haunted robot factory
with your mom last night

What the fuck is sex
I’m being killed as we speak
Yeah I can do brunch

food photographer
uses super tiny plates
to make food look big

IF I START CHORES NOW
AND STOP WHEN THERE ARE NO MORE
I’LL DIE DOING CHORES

Some orangutans
Invited me up a tree
To play and hang out

Took me by the hand
Showed me the easiest tree
To start climbing on

I’ve felt bad and sad
About the same kinds of stuff
For the last 10 years

I’ve had the same goals
Same stumbling blocks and failures
same desperation

I’m in the same place
I have not advanced at all
That’s not a good sign

this either matters
or doesn’t matter at all
tapestry of void

honestly it was
already almost this bad
it’s probably fine

gather the sad things
bri flip into the tar pit
chained to cinder blocks

I dreamt that I was
At Huy Nguyen’s birthday party
It was pretty nice

At a restaurant
Dressed business casual +
We ate slow-cooked meat

Wasn’t invited,
I tagged along with some friends
But it was ok

I was awkward but
His cousins seemed to think I
Was tolerable

Leaving the party
He put his arm around me
Said he’s glad I came

Hold my breath until
Adrenaline allows me
To get out of bed

Eat drink piss shit sleep
Think up anything I want
Do nothing I want

Brain’s falling apart
I wonder what it’s like to
I don’t know, who cares

Bring a chair to the
Empty offices upstairs
To sleep during lunch

Loud leafblower sounds
I have blown the entire day
On the internet

Bite off my cold sore
Oh my god that hurts so good
Cry triumphantly

No one and nothing
Time passes, nothing happens
I watch all of this

I don’t belong here
I have nothing to offer
I wanna go home

Decorative fives
I stay inside all weekend
Meaningful sevens

ride the megaslide
the suffering magician
hands me his last legs

class pizza party
where all the white women at
my brain feels so strange

bacteria farm
outlined my crotch in sharpie
learn to play banjo

do you think that clams
know that we’re opening them?
what if we’re the slap

Whenever im sad
I just remember that gif
And i feel much better

On the couch weeping
Hundred dildos are slingshot
into atmosphere

Legacy shredding
Imagination useless
That’s the tragedy

fetal position
apocalyptic system
blank, mechanizing

black holes in my eyes
many people’s dreams are dead
95%

by mere exposure
friction and I are friends now
tangelo saddle

sensational
committed to excellence
no more elephants

hedonic treadmill
shining laser dealership
all come to meet her

zen sense of timing
abberant drunk on the grind
playing my trump card

cold outside the light
calm, a long walk to freedom
one-dimensional

my one devotion
the kind of person wanted
stay closed off, open

my brotherly love
I was waiting, I pulled up
it was binary

let the anger win
ah god ah fuck ah damnit
that one doesn’t count

touching the insane
wheres that melting pot of weeds
helpless butterson

working on a play
the main character is dead
i call it casper

sweet dealing devil
waterfall down the fat folds
infinity cringe

everybody knows
no one eats the pickled fruit
i have no questions

confirmation, hot
grunge kids grew and ate salads
torchic best of three

first down, freebird clown
judge the book by its cover
only always should

if you could express
it would look like constant laughs
flying antelope

I will put you down
hometown honeys post coitus
back to oatmeal land

brainwash myself
life is hard for everyone
under my dingdong

holy fucking shit
the crazy lady was RIGHT
she always has been

six pack of desire
really well defined
lives I could have lived

I can’t empathize
pork tenderloin dissipate
red bread dead lead head

here comes homelessness
rust machines until today
very slippery

most likely i’m doomed
been in my room for 3 months
that’s why my ku’s suck

unsatisfying
hey sorry about your life
thanks but i’ll be fine

shit stain forever
glorious satanic choir
powerful dream lord

sleeping forever
cheated on her with your first
your humanity

crying, uncensored
waste away without remorse
disassociated

thoughtless dissolving
infinitely forever
I stand corrected

sun between your heels
I could never have a pet
knowing being trapped

sadly conducting
terrible experiments
learning nothing

sit on the counter
it’s exactly what you think
addicted to sand

achieve personhood
your poetry outranks mine
achieve specialness

sobbing quietly
all accounts report you suck
ready to settle

our heals this game are
perfect immortal beings
from another plane

some blood in your stool
adds a touch of fall color
to a classic meal

tumultuous times
ed, edd, and eddy yaoi
helps me fall asleep

Tandem bicycle
through the upscale neighborhoods
now you feel okay

throw a barbecue
the whole neighborhood shows up
burger or hotdog?

death simulator
relive your final meatball
till the sun goes cold

Trillions of bugs
Ants, roaches, spiders, flies, worms
Fucking my sister

maybe you should be
a little nicer to me
shitting dick nipples

win the war on hope
homesick yugoslavian
bellybutton crumbs

I’ve had sex before
but few repeat customers
so i suck at fuck

boredom + hunger
truly the darkest timeline
AND I have to pee

Everybody pees
On grandma as she beats off
She cums and then dies

Harem of traumas
Orgy of anxiety
Climax of failure

FUCK A PROSTITUTE
ASS CHEEK TATTOO SIGNIFIED
HUMAN TRAFFICKING

do not touch your face
with your greasy unwashed hands
or you’ll get acne

twerk sinisterly
i am caked in dried feces
god is mad at me

what to write about?
my life’s unremarkable
poop stuff it is, then

“i literally
got invisibility
for christmas this year”

2:30am
distress as i realize
sleep is not coming

green apple splatters
project fiddlesticks
marching band fetish

cum homunculus
read soup for the insane soul
date your computer

WORKED HARD FOR 4 YEARS
FUCK UP AND IT’S ALL OVER
COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME

I’M NOT GOOD ENOUGH
I DIDN’T HAVE WHAT IT TAKES
BACK WHERE I STARTED

WHY DO I WAKE UP
MINIMUM WAGE FOREVER
FEELS HEAVY AWFUL

Alone, as always
Turn off my self-awareness
Bitterness is home

Feels good to be sad
Remember how to go fast
Forget where to go

first of all, fuck you
it never entered my mind
secondly, blow me

never tell a soul
this is between you and me
keep it a secret

if you’re reading this,
congratulations, you won!
click to claim your prize

back from the bathroom
impressive stock eulogy
gum under the desk

quickly park the car
jesus peanut butter cups
cuteness aggression

to die as you lived
bent out of shape about her
even after years

when i was a boy
handholding mom at airport
never leave her sight

I’m not just joking
being alone changes you
it just hurts a lot

Dad, what’s a P-spot?
I’ll tell you when you’re older
replaced by robots

old experiments
sit at the bar until close
don’t do anything

when I was a teen
used to go on walks at night
radical assclown

electrocution
remember me as i was
leather ensemble

drink some warm-up juice
sad day for america
flat as a pancake

YOU KEEP FORGETTING
YOU CAN’T RUN OUT OF PROBLEMS
YOU JUST FIND NEW ONES

CANNOT TELL THE TRUTH
YOU TOOK THAT AWAY FROM ME
SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT OF THAT

ALL OF YOU WILL BE
FUNDAMENTALLY ALONE
AS LONG AS YOU LIVE

BIRTHDAY PLUS CHRISTMAS
ASK YOUR PARENTS TO SAVE UP
FOR ONE BIG PRESENT

WALK IN ON YOUR SIS
HUFFING COMPUTER DUSTER
SOMETHING’S GOTTA GIVE

give up on your dreams
barely manage to go on
live as a machine

3 more years of this
as long as it’s not u-haul
i can live with it

aching teeth all day
the pain doesn’t go away
floss and brush and swish

i’m sorry rufus
i can’t do this anymore
save my seat for me

mentally ill love
she’s definitely dreaming
about crying ghosts

change out the lightbulbs
now everything is yellow
i mean, no, but yes

dude, it’s getting worse
“I hope I die, honestly”
that was a close one

Finally you’re here
ladyboy emergency
do it till it’s done

in my teenage room
in purpleblue honeyrain
scoot closer to me

works well with wierdos
computer controlled units
still a novelty

keep bad company
i’ll have to come back to this
estrogen shortage

drill down deep enough
whatever you come up with
dozens of earned hugs

all in a day’s work
managerial prowess
but does he eat ass?

DON’T PLAY THE MUSIC
DON’T GET UP AND DIM THE LIGHTS
COLOSSAL ERROR

THIS IS SO STUPID
CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT
COME SIT ON ME THOUGH

LOOK INTO MY EYES
SAVOR THE GRAVITATION
I HAVE TO STOP THIS

extreme speed sinning
call center in nevada
beg for your release

FOUND ORPHANED BLOCK FILES
CAN’T WAIT TILL THESE DRUGS KICK IN
AMBERGRIS HIGHSCHOOL

INSIGNIFICANT
BIGGEST FAILURE OF YOUR LIFE
EXCELLENT ROOMMATES

YOU’RE ALWAYS LIKE THIS
FALLS ALSEEP ON YOUR SHOULDER
STUPID PIECE OF SHIT

I CAN’T HANDLE IT
NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY
JUST AN ILLUSION

SIT WITH THE COOL KIDS
ON THE LONG SEAT IN THE BACK
I IDENTIFY

MIDI CONTROLLER
BIOLOGICAL MACHINE
WOULD I LIE TO YOU

1-CLICK UNSUBSCRIBE
EXQUISITE PARALYSIS
LOVE-BASED RTS

TWO-PLAYER SPLITSCREEN
RELIGIOUS SYMBOLISM
MYTHBUSTERS RERUNS

I DID WHAT ANY
REASONABLE GUY WOULD DO
GOBS AND GOBS OF ROIDS

I’M IN A BAD PLACE
CRY FOR HELP 2020
TAKE THE PAIN AWAY

LONG BEACH OVERCAST
COLD, COARSE, INFERIOR SAND
UNCOMFORTABLE

FALL ASLEEP ALONE
BETTER THAN BEING AWAKE
UNFINISHED FRENCH FRIES

THEY NEED IT THE MOST
CUSTOMER SERVICE PEASANT
YEAH I REGRET IT

NOTHING ELSE COMPARES
SPEND THE LAST OF IT ON WHORES
IT’S NOT EVEN CLOSE

COUNTRY IN MOURNING
I HOPE THAT SHE STEALS MY CLOTHES
BACKUP CAMERA

ULTRAVANILLA
HOMOSEXUAL SIDE KICK
“ACCIDENTALLY”

WHO YOU REALLY ARE
MEANS NOTHING TO ANYONE
HEAVILY SOILED LOAD

NOT DEPRESSED ENOUGH
SLEEPOVER AT KEVIN’S HOUSE
CHRONIC AWARENESS

I HAVE AUTISM
IT’S BAD, IT’S A BAD MIXTAPE
i want to believe

take some free crackers
sit at the empty tables
unable to rise

that’s the hottest thing
i have ever seen in my life
refridgerator

THEN GO TO THE PUB
APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE
SLURPEE HEART FAILURE

“SHE LOOKS LIKE STEVE JOBS”
NORMAL ASS MOTHERFUCKERS
WOBBLY SAUSAGE

I SPY YOUR LIMP DICK
DON’T RIDE BOATS WITH HOLES IN THEM
HEART ATTACK FAN CLUB

real alone again
watching code lyoko
my life is a joke

is this how it ends?
so close, yet so far away?
somehow I doubt it

THAT’S FUCKING STUPID
HIRE A LAWYER AND SUE THEM
DIE AND SHIT YOUR PANTS

girl in tennis clothes
manspreading on the park bench
texting somebody

full on fluff assault
it’s gonna be a bad year
vulnerable neck

who does your makeup
another human being
prisoner christmas

create your own group
I wish we hadn’t been robbed
foreign royalty

relaxed, watertight
haze, palm trees and skyscrapers
tight neat & bouncy

after i get back
slide whistle with distortion
through the fire and flames

1920’s warm
watermelon summer camp
enveloping bass

drown your dreams with work
dinner date with carl gardens
good dreams but they hurt

jerk off to anne frank
exist in a fuzz pedal
taxes done on time

pick apart your meal
nostalgia & memory
bet, echolocate

bleach and ammonia
pearlescent GHB dream
rainbow dino ride

melodic whimper
kickflip over the chord change
blood curdling scream

please use all my holes
quadruple penetration
till death do us part

stretched, lacerated
violently brutally
pounded until death

a guillotine cuts
your fucked to death head off as
people take selfies

friend with benefits
underwear underwater
tenderness capsule

personality
self-deprecating humor
xbox 360

trim my pubic hair
emergency suicide pills
leave the oven on

peaceful meatball town
farm in fields of angel hair
sleep in beds of sauce

love that doesn’t come
satisfaction transient
fuck you too i guess

metal droning sound
fall over and don’t get up
just accept your fate

sit with your young friends
chewing peppermint plant stems
in a drainage ditch

who cares anyway
duct tape the hole in my sheets
no one to impress

successfully live
spend 4 hours on 3 haiku
question your whole life

but you won’t need luck
the world seems to wait for you
to hit it with sticks

missing in action
go to a show in LA
reverb slide guitar

be my little spoon
you make it easy for me
better overall

too sober to dance
look through the data again
occupy your chair

delete your number
they can fuck you, but I cant?
achey breaky heart

neatly folding clothes
who am i doing this for
it isn’t for me

bright winter morning
vacuuming the store, outside
a whirlwind of trash

watch every movie
your life fails to measure up
it’s not even close

begin to own it
people are basically
soft pieces of meat

end up like the rest
pretend that you’re not the same
and yet here you are

helicopter dick
spinning in desperation
how to make love stay

object of pity
watch your friends matter
take out a suicide loan

face your shittyness
face your disability
know your worthless soul

burst out laughing
what you felt was important
wasn’t important

to contrive meaning
in this senseless random world
just selfish, really

Turn the AC off
After what feels like a year
still not cold yet though

Every couple weeks
I dream I’m at a party
Never the same one

I meet someone there
They’re cool, hot, interesting
And we start flirting

I hook up with them
I love hooking up with them
I love this party

That’s when I notice
I’m actually happy
Is this what I want

We sit on the couch
Laughing with fun new strangers
This is what I want

temporal swelling
get my bosses approval
lay a towel down

strike out with shelby
wasn’t expecting success
it still feels bad though

send abby a text
apologizing again
don’t get a response

hesitate to call
the person who means the most
it just keeps ringing

hit up what’s her face
she says that she’s gotta go
ok okay. see ya

drunk call to my dad
leave an exquisite message
wait for a call back

list activities
that no one wants to do with you
do a lot of drugs

We must protect pigs
Shelter them from a cruel world
Give them loving homes

Every pig matters
They are smart and have feelings
Cute tails and wet snouts

i used to do meth
i came here to laugh at you
paper towel roll

The road to tendies
is paved with more murder plots
crohn’s disease boardslide

your days are lettered
tasteless chucklefuckery
sleep deep in the grease

light my hand on fire
this is just like that one show
chunky salsa blood

explosive barrel
accidentally punctured
who will feed my pets?

consult some creamed corn
smoke WD40
park your UFO

mayan calendar
write a love letter to ass
nUwUclear birthday

WELL WHAT’S ALL THIS THEN
“YOU’RE THE MAN OF THE HOUSE NOW”
“SORRY NOT SORRY”

WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK
THIS WASN’T PART OF THE PLAN
“THAT’S NOT MY PROBLEM”

YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP
“FUCK YOU IF YOU DON’T LIKE IT”
GET OUT OF MY ROOM

EVERY NOW AND THEN
AMBLE BACK OVER THE SLATS
KICK AND SCREAM AND CRY

GET THE COLD SHOULDER
I OWE YOU A GOOD PRESENT
MY WORK HERE IS DONE

ALWAYS THE BRIDESMAID
NOT IF I KILL MYSELF FIRST
I WAS JUST KIDDING

I’VE COME A LONG WAY
DIMMER SWITCHES EVERYWHERE
MELODRAMA MAN

“I SHOULD REALLY GO”
I CAN’T BE ALONE RIGHT NOW
“THAT EXPLAINS A LOT”

BREAK ME OFF A PIECE
MESSAGE RECEIVED, I’M WORTHLESS
YOU ARE VERY KIND

SHITFRIEND ADVENTURES
THE HEART WANTS WHAT THE HEART WANTS
THERE WAS AN ATTEMPT

CRINGE AT WHAT I DID
THE PAIN DOESN’T GO AWAY
THIS IS MY LIFE NOW

GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE
I TURNED MY BACK ON A FRIEND
THE HATERS WERE RIGHT

IT WAS ALL IN VAIN
THERE’S NO REASON TO GO ON
“WELL THERE’S YOUR LEAK, MA’AM”

KEEP IT TO MYSELF
NEITHER CONFIRM NOR DENY
“WHAT AM I MISSING”

THAT’S FOR ME TO KNOW
AND YOU TO NEVER FIND OUT
SEE ME AFTER CLASS

OUT OF THINGS TO SAY
BECOME COMPLETELY NORMAL
A SMALL PRICE TO PAY

PIERCE THE BAG OF JUICE
IN EXACTLY THE RIGHT PLACE
SUCK IT DOWN AT ONCE

palatial colon
into the river of dreams
i coom while shidding

renew your piss vows
my mom sucks and fucks dog dick
for stale cereal

abortion of joy
arrive late to death practice
do 10 extra laps

fully expect to
perish in the resource wars
feel like a winner

slimeology class
join the cum in my son club
major in self-harm

I’ve lost everything
meaningful to me in life
wear my nicest shirt

married to cocaine
hold on I gotta go die
afganistan man

one big nipple ring
bitches know I have no soul
fart blood for jesus

incel olympics
volunteer at the local
child gore gallery

adoption roulette
you guys are out of napkins
dick necromancer

stuffed crust wanton death
imperfect big tiddy clone
till the pain is gone

play it in reverse
the perfect trauma machine
crestfallen fuckfreak

unhinge your jaw to
eat the transplant candidate
salmon companion

greenwich mean time joint
the stars used to not be gay
lucid dream her car

face death with new shoes
your coolness was all a lie
cry over spilled milk

gargle some gravel
terms and conditions of love
adults are children

Fail the take home test
only sorrow from now on
pole dancing spreadsheet

side bitch with honors
kiss grandma passionately
free appetizer

in this dream i had
you guys were back together
things my brain preserves

full force frick at the
insemination station
i don’t give a dang

remaster my death
polyphonic perfection
wrought a mortal wound

last bits of joy drain
out of me, into nowhere
and get forgotten

doomed organism
take off my arms and codpiece
reabsorb abyss

big dicky balls flops
into the planet called Earth
snuffing out all life

set standards to none
save file is beyond saving
eucalyptus tea

profound misery
of nonfunctional penis
curse the fates for this

systematic fraud
just to keep yourself busy
perhaps learn and grow

learn new headache types
teriyaki vestibule
promise you’ll be good

only losers please
I’m a security guard
so I deserve trash

throb like a cancer
explain thermodynamics
consume leafy greens

warm bodies pour down
rube goldberg machine of slaves
suffering supreme

scat athlete elite
I feel deader already
cinnamon bovine

damnation fandom
outstanding orifices
amphibian gongs

cat cunt stock buyback
gluttony gene giveaway
expertly chopped up

designer hoedown
jam it in me jamboree
distraction tier list

disco malcontents
skinny dipping time wizard
good sword variety

sailboat on the throat
dressed in black, flags at half mast
mourn her juicy ass

begin therapy
in hopes that you will one day
be a psychopath

bone marrow slurry
jacked furries bullying your
surviving parent

fillet her, deep in
the powerhouse of the cell
bowl cut telegraph

live in a mud hut
prepared for a sexy death
vomit fantasy

prevent poor posture
employ a cartographer
map your upper back

rotating ronalds
baby’s first amber alert
telepathic pie

femininity
air raid siren sleepover
renounce enamel

set up a crowdfund
for your assassination
quadrilaterals

I miss my gurlfren
She is very cute and sweet
I want to kiss her

air purifier
adderall, ibuprofen
focused, warm, relaxed

lose something precious
never find another one
never feel the same

worn out and broken
fail when it mattered the most
go on uselessly

go all in and lose
live out your remaining days
bored, just bored as hell

I’m a fucking fool
i wanted to be a fool
got what i wanted

a shining goon spoke
“one day you’ll be a demon”
i already am

i loop wonderwall
i grasp my idiocy
i create mistakes

finally exhaust
linguistic permutations
of 5-7-5

university
surprise bear hug from behind
feel good right away

get really depressed
lay on the floor viewing memes
languish, marinate

work for 15 hours
drift off in your high back chair
in front of the fan

disagree with the
new couch configuration
but keep my mouth shut

worry patiently
check the mail each afternoon
waiting for that check

I CANNOT FUCK HER
SUCCESS IS NOT AN OPTION
TIME TO RUIN THIS

Can’t sit still tonight
this chair is a piece of shit
R.I.P. Chester

learn their whole routine
till it shows up in your dreams
one shot, nice and clean

I have some free time
how did I want to spend it?
I don’t remember

hallucinating
in the room’s ambient noise
a really great song

describe to someone
all the things you’d do to them
and it’s well received

now, when I recall
good times that have passed me by
it’s not bittersweet

finish my album
no one should ever hear it
why did i do this

don’t know what to do
order random things I need
from the internet

familiar feeling
finding out your new job sucks
I remember this

I have done nothing
with the time I’ve been given
uneventful day

year 2020
I’m worried about my girl
don’t wanna lose her

things are good now, but
so many people break up
I hope we stay good

deep in a cuddle
I hope this lasts a long time
I love you honey

midgets in tracksuits
in every alley and doorway
there’s nowhere to run

I FLEX MY BICEPS
AND PEE INSIDE OF YOU HARD
I AM A SEX MAN

slammin’ my on flow
said, “you were the best son, son”
told you about us

actual winter:
freeze outside til your shift ends
miss being a kid

shit in the shower
karate chop it all up
smush it down the drain

DIARRHEA STREAM
DIARRHEA PARADISE
DIARRHEA PURE

DIARRHEA SOUL
DIARRHEA CONCERTO
DIARRHEA HEART

DIARRHEA LOVE
DIARRHEA NIRVANA
DIARRHEA PEACE

DIARRHEA WET
DIARRHEA ETERNAL
DIARRHEA FLOW

DIARRHEA KING
DIARRHEA ECSTASY
DIARRHEA JOY

METALLIC HAREM
CHEMICAL BURN FALSETTO
DELICIOUS MARBLES

THE WIND SMELLS OF SHIT
MAY I PLEASE HAVE MY SOUL BACK
MAJESTIC PINWHEEL

QUANTUM ZAMBONI
I FUCKED YOUR MOM, AND YOU’RE NEXT
TOGGLE MY WALRUS

PRESCRIPTION SUNNIES
SUGARY GAS TANK SURPRISE
NEON POCKET LINT

CLAIM TO BE PREGNANT
BOOLEAN SEARCH OPERANDS
BUYING PRE-OWNED FIRE

AWAIT MIWAUKEE
SHIT DOWN THE OLD MINING SHAFT
TENTACLE HORROR

AC ON FULL BLAST
FLAVOR PACKET ALCHEMY
DONG ALGORITHMS

barf baby sample
recycled potato flesh
barnacle chortle

nutsack collection
preemptive strike snack attack
ball bearings disease

clam chowder skin graft
beaten to death by grandpa
nacho cheese reprieve

falling fast asleep
is the best part of my life
as a grown adult

fail to make new friends
lead a solitary life
miss companionship

piss through my twenties
exhaust myself completely
taking the trash out

do nothing again
float down the lazy river
toward my dumb fate

make love to raccoons
betray my friends in my mind
twilight of my life

crystal weed cultist
refuse to be aesthetic
float aggressively

stay tired from now on
copious amounts of mold
weld some more fat on

blink your life away
infinite luck for dodging
attain average

coagulate, bored
no one at work is happy
dumb space sound effects

wait in line to die
experience a fresh new pain
wonderful surprise!

wait out your sentence
watching youtube videos
in a flesh prison

three men, cheek to cheek
poop simultaneously
triple helix swirls

Walk into a room
Forget what you came in for
Sadly walk back out

aj is so chill
that the warmth of spring retreats
shriveling my dick

poison paradise
blew a chunky salsa load
asleep on the floor

empty culdesac
bad asphalt for skateboarding
one of many lies

couldn’t find his peace
despite pristine conditions
king of excuses

powerslide panic
marbles rolling down the stairs
happyface tatoo

perception detox
lost his way in the wreckage
trying to get off

got drunk by mistake
legs sore & non-responsive
walked home anyways

drinking from the grass
no one knew he made it back
basking in the grime

head stuffed in the sand
ignored by the onlookers
lungs full up with sand

crystal love fractals
each with a tent and good tan
spun into barbed wire

glowing barbie pink
intertwined around the core
spherical lattice

emitting gore tones
spewing seductive poses
all four on the floor

furious ranting
through 8 minutes of breakcore
burnout the ravers

pitted deep within
black hole sensuality
consent horizon

perfect joy nuggets
seeds spread through memory fields
heard these lines before

disgusting butthole
hidden underneath the tail
of a dirty dog

GO OUT OF YOUR WAY
TO SAY FUCK YOU TO MY FACE
MAXIMUM SADNESS

UNREQUITED LOVE
I CAN’T STOP FEELING THIS WAY
THIS IS FUCKING DUMB

NEVER LEAVE MY BED
DISINTEGRATION MONTAGE
I GUESS I’LL JUST DIE

NOTHING SPECIAL DEATH
FEEL YOUR BODY TURNING COLD
THINK NOTHING OF IT

END OF FOREVER
CAST UNTO OBLIVION
REST IN POPSICLES

turning inside out
dig to the water table
file away the blood

fucked puzzle pieces
solitary saturday
bleach margarita

micropenis ruse
no expense spared prototype
carrier pigeon

falling confetti
drag my face across the ground
sound of breaking glass

tidal wave of worms
share a crush on the same boy
that’s called an arms race

adopted kitten
sounds like they’re cool with part-time
godless cupstacking

ultimate weapon
picnic basket sandwiches
wine cheese string quartet

give me a big hug
do it or i’ll kill myself
thank you very much

live for no reason
make mistakes I can’t learn from
i used to be cool

I need to get drunk
just get whatever’s on sale
it doesn’t matter

STRAWBERRY RESET
INT. CARDBOARD BOX
BETTER THAN NOTHING

FORGET HOW TO BREATHE
SLIP ON SOME DIARRHEA
LEAVE ON A HIGH NOTE

INFINITE NIGHTMARE
THE WORLD NEEDS MORE MASOCHISTS
SPARKLE IN YOUR EYES

STAR WIPE TO HOPSCOTCH
I COULD GO TO JAIL FOR THIS
PEACE ON THE TIMELINE

FIX THE TIME MACHINE
YOU’VE REALLY OUTDONE YOURSELF
FLOATING GOOSEFEATHERS

ORBITAL ANTHEM
FLIPPING IN MOON GRAVITY
WIPE AWAY THE TEARS

FORMAL CIGARETTES
MOLECULAR PROBLEM CHILD
NO ONE WILL READ THIS

incurable dreams
fruit from impossible trees
none can ever taste

aloe reflection
strangely new experience
veg garden out back

liked poking around
spent more time back there than us
she won’t see the growth

vines planning their routes
between crisscrossing rust stains
on dirty cement

gon’ be a hot one
busted down AC unit
the whole day ahead

I don’t stand a chance
build a cottage with wrong thoughts
delusion is peace

awash in carnage
full metal magical girl
synchronized killing

for one night only
hit in the face with a leaf
no-wave genesis

eat off your arm hair
sentient country music
watch lettuce aphids

albino duty
car loan of a thousand fists
painful rectal itch

return to the earth
consult with your attorney
hug a cannonball

party at my place
thoroughly lost in the sauce
freckle clusterfuck

demand a refund
post-9/11 milkshake
sordid love affair

smegma colossus
let’s see that instant replay
mayan calendar

go to the dark side
all i got was this t-shirt
ventilation shaft

your dog will only
shit on other people’s shoes
when you go for walks

bubblegum wishes
encodes for an enzyme named
threesome with two dudes

all your dreams come true
there’s no one you can talk to
dancing skeletons

falling rust red leaves
become an alcoholic
consider it done

excellent choice, sir
on speaking terms with your god
putrid mayonnaise

it needs more syrup
head to the electronics store
assless chaps jackpot

take some free crackers
too boring to kill yourself
should have thought of that

hot guy funeral
he was one of the cool kids
necrotic tissue

little red wagon
candy screenshot saxophone
vomitorium

let the sad times roll
why are you so nice to me?
cheer up, emo kid

transplant candidate
put a bag over her head
poke some holes for eyes

liquid shit firehose
center for recreation
dried out coffee cup

believe in yourself
not today motherfucker
nitroglycerin

rimjob hurricane
analingus reverie
numerology

worse late than never
shredded cheese paper plate
i remain enslaved

let’s make a baby
get turned down because you suck
shattered dance limits

gently peeling off
shut up and let me have this
lay down all the way

awfulibrium
leave it in the cupholder
goodbye forever

winner at losing
do a lot of krokodil
my dad’s vagina

apartheid honey
sulfuric acid spit-take
rise from the ashes

roam the vast glaciers
exact your revenge, as planned
birthday plus christmas

promise of reward
i hope we can still be friends
light jacket weather

slashed heartstrings hang limp
i love fire & fire loves me
phantom ponytail

wounded animal
dumb enough to fall in love
abstract free for all

humongous asses
it’s hard to farm human spit
tragicomedy

try to find out why
ginger on ginger action
a world bathed in fire

golden foster home
everyone dies in the end
fly me to the moon

ringing in my ears
“i can’t hold them much longer!”
lasers flying by

into the crater
activate the pedestal
psychic symbiote

“quickly! the crystals!”
screaming holy delicious
fractal moon logic

astronaut costume
fall into the pool and drown
wetness of water

waste most of your life
try not to think about it
that’s the way it is

pulls her panties down
feels like i did something right
healing my ego

reproductive woes
fall in love with anyone
who will talk to you

a roll in the hay
temporarily perfect
in with the slow strings

every time you smile
it feels good to be alive
and heaven is real

fuck in the ballpit
you’ll always be my hero
photopoetry

learn to trust again
approaching infinity
“blow bubbles with me”

gothic cathedrals
wish you were here to see this
intersecting highs

limp through the wreckage
wearing a hawaiian shirt
velvet bazooka

unpaid vacation
sent to live with grandma
this isn’t goodbye

fall asleep alone
torn up like toilet tissue
free spirit beatdown

dawn of a new age
try but it isn’t the same
i can cry to this

reach into the strange
bite off more than I could chew
slam into the ground

“what are you wearing”
full coconut plate armor
get out of my way

counterfeit pussy
this wasn’t part of the plan
salad suicide

no gods, no masters
the highs cancel out the lows
wasted final days

red rover cheat codes
biological killswitch
botch the synthesis

soul pornography
4-dimensional priesthood
spacetime fanfiction

with her jacket on
I strain, but the memory
slips away again

anime ending
leave without saying goodbye
it’s better this way

fail to stay awake
holographic confusion
fail to fall asleep

failure in paris
wow, what the fuck was that shit
failure in berlin

fail to live a life
get pushed out of the gene pool
fail to kill myself

when you remember
things people say don’t matter
cheap landscape paintings

listen up maggots
shape-shifting snowmen
they are among us

any one of you
could be trying to kill us
with your snow powers

that’s why we ski fast
to get away from the snow
that’s why skis are sharp

to cut the snow’s skin
how damn much can I say it?
just fucking ski fast

I wanna see ya
doing black diamonds backwards
swerve through the forest

grind the roof of the
big restaurant ski-lounge place
wearing a blindfold

then do maybe like
this HUGE ass jump into a
1080 mctwist

and then we go back
to the vending machine room
next to the bus stop

and I get you kids
whatever candy you want
except fig newtons

cause those aren’t candy
and they shouldn’t even be there
but anything else

I will buy for you
because I make the big bucks
and I like candy

and it’s the last day
yet no one can ski at all
because you all suck

your parents are rich
and they give you everything
so you won’t feel pain

but then real life hits
learning takes time and effort
and what do you know

you turn out like shit
just like your parents wanted
and it bums me out

my disappointment
can only be remedied
through binge consumption

so everybody
meet me down at the bottom
look for the red flag

oh and one last thing
let’s save us both the lecture
don’t tell your parents

in biology
cute girl sitting next to me
i can’t stop staring

pink purple & red
oil burns i got from cooking
healing up nicely

HIS FACE WAS DEEP RED
“YOU WERE THE FAVORITE CHILD”
“DON’T TELL YOUR SISTER”

“now I’m dead, who cares”
autobiographical
obituary

OPEN THE CAR DOOR
VOMIT ONTO THE ASPHALT
WALK IN AND CLOCK IN

GET BACK HOME FROM WORK
UNZIP AND PEE IN THE SINK
DON’T WIPE UP THE DROPS

THERE ARE NO CLEAN PLATES
WATCH CARTOONS MADE FOR CHILDREN
EAT POTATO CHIPS

SORT MY PORN FOLDER
CUM FOR THE THIRD TIME TODAY
TO REALLY WIERD SHIT

UNFOLDED CLEAN CLOTHES
ATOP THE WASHING MACHINE
FOR A SECOND WEEK

I’M BARELY AWAKE
AND I HAVEN’T BRUSHED MY TEETH
CAN’T GET OUT OF BED

BLOW MY NOSE AND SPIT
IN THE FOLDS OF MY BLANKET
FALL ASLEEP IN IT

Tuesday is blue day
illegal touching contest
didn’t look both ways

lost in the mountains
generating garfield strips
never to return

candy engineer
secret spies stole the sauce prize
stinky DJ boy

Why? You shouldn’t have.
Jesus Christ, you shouldn’t have.
Why did you do this?

I don’t understand.
Who could do something like this?
What were you thinking?

never tried too hard
murdered by bros in the street
he was a dummy

focus on breathing
with whatever you have left
Wendy’s happy hour

off in the distance
sun got stuck in a bad place
couldn’t remember

pour wax everyday
fragrant lifestyle choices
groom your son for war

oceanica
submerge yourself in parsley
sword tutorials

they end up fucking
tomorrow is gonna suck
ask me how I know

psychocandyass
I think I’ll stay in the tank
commemoration

wasn’t invited
that fucked me up even more
kindergardeners

cycle stimulants
extracurricular naps
make my bed sorta

nicotine meat stick
black ice crustacean commune
optional cutscene

donuts in reverse
annie in shoes of whole milk
remade in metal

see you at the bar
give and get a hug from you
how are things? you say

I’m fine, how are you?
cereal experiments
you’re never online

okay here i go
seven minutes in heaven
meme factorials

black mold caretaker
forthwith the milking gases
gummi jewelry

corn crust pier anchor
plastic coated crystal cove
bumbling simpleton

mango moth nightstand
preteen burning ink one-piece
caustic meteor

beatbox the atom
glitch through into the next room
file for home baseline

bleaching the braincells
trading sporks with zero hour
moonstone monolith

green hill rendezvous
freefeel dreamboat mcfuckgod
runny sunny eggs

run out of your meds
at the worst possible time
public beach freakout

become chaotic
sillier & sillier
and more serious

forgive and forget
squash a bolivian coup
singing in iron

boron mug decal
i just like the way it feels
glass jar full of bugs

criss cross apple sauce
teaching kids all the swear words
dot dot not a lot

yodeleyheehoo
just like in my animes
folk-rock sleeper cell

40 ghost ships sail
government pansexuals
couch of drunk friendship

never and always
lifted by the hand of god
this is my first time

find her bobby pin
can’t focus at work all day
i’m a fucking mess

oh, look at the time
lonely adults kickball league
reccomended boots

PR disaster
she wrote me a nice letter
quiet pancake house

in the woods at night
I’ll raise the child as my own
pierce the nucleus

show him how you feel
unironically love him
This is great. Just great.

hear them talk outside
assess the situation
pewdiepie hacked nudes

dead hall monitor
komodo dragon traphouse
guarding the red room

ice beam minipigs
imminent sippy cup threat
we’re all out of time

live another day
as reality sets in, I
look for a manhole

clench fists and ignore
double down, refuse to let it
mean something to you

at your shitty job
unused parts of your brain die
killing who you are

pyramids, high noon
in your caramel trousers
peanut butter sword

tangle with big red
you’ve finally met your match
bleed out in the sand

alternate ending
barely manage to escape
run to israel

grow old in hiding
nobody remembers you
success bittersweet

can’t stop obsessing
tread through the garden, past the
bukkake statue

snow pack of turmoil
i wait to suck from da stream
latent joy stays cold

growing foreign pains
fools addicting loneliness
house broken world view

sterilize your dreams
keep your sketches locked away
stalemate boredom year

normies in disgust
reminded of pipedreams past
soured expectations

all discomfort cleared
serotonin text message
piece of shit meme life

soul on life support
no pity for dying lies
malignant cash flow

big boy bug squisher
emotional centrifuge
comfortable death

NONSENSE LEGO WORLD
FANTASY FALLEN APART
ONLY COOL TO YOU

samurai hipster
parcour video mixtape
paradise all star

series finale
walk in, everyone’s crying
what is it this time

meet with the drone elves
the lord of the cat people
is at it again

personal problems
meditating in darkness
see the stussy s

led headlamps
“you’re so fake and i love you”
embrace one last time

interstellar war
the troops wait for your command
romance orchestra

become a wingding
skating away from the bees
save my life again

forgot to wake up
dreading one more illusion
I scrape up pieces

sphere of influence
running laps along the walls
too small to get fit

numbers shift as planned
as I peel a sheet of skin
time crumbles away

IT’S MY MASTERPIECE
I WAS MEANT TO DIE LIKE THIS
NEVER SATISFIED

DESPERATE FUCKING
ACT LIKE IT DIDN’T MATTER
I SUCK AT LYING

GIVE UP ON TRUE LOVE
BURY MY LAST SHREDS OF HOPE
SUCKS TO SUCK I GUESS

FUCK I SWEAR TO GOD
THE OLD PHOTOS MAKE ME SICK
THIS IS MY REWARD

HOW IT ALL WENT DOWN
SEARED INTO MY MEMORY
I CAN SEE IT NOW

KICK ME IN THE DICK
WHAT A TIME TO BE ALIVE
IT’S BEEN A LONG DAY

DRINK TILL I BLACK OUT
WONDERING WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN
THAT IS NOT OKAY

no one in the store
grey morning with light showers
hear the birds outside

fountains to the sky
come up from the red ocean
sore feet on warm sands

stand beneath dim suns
and before liquid angels
cry in the starshine

the time of your life
come home and we all missed you
wake up from the dream

oily jimmy frowns
carries me all the way home
he’s my one true friend

inside the goth club
90’s rave retrospective
pain pill melody

disgustingly drunk
dancing under strobe lights with
heavenly goth sluts

thrashing the cosmos
new love from the future witch
I cannot be stopped

visit split timelines
together we were a song
smile with tears and leave

hideous fuckface
undie in the molten synths
swing on the swingset

dull lower back pain
after you get home from work
get ready for bed

the alarm goes off
tap dismiss and look for memes
you pathetic worm

hate it like a child
I don’t wanna go to work
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

HOLD BACK A HUGE SHIT
IT’S BEEN IN YOUR BUTT FOR WEEKS
NOW THE TIME HAS COME

LOCKED OUT OF THE HOUSE
MAKE A BREAK FOR THE BUSHES
IN THE POURING RAIN

SQUAT DOWN IN THE MUD
SWEET RELEASE IS HERE AT LAST
GET STRUCK BY LIGHTNING

FAMILIAR FEELING
FINISH LIVING EVERY LIFE
YOUR TURN TO GO HOME

WALK THE HOLY MILE
GEMSTONES IN A BRIGHT GREY SKY
GOLD ROMAN COLUMNS

APPROACH THE THICK FOG
PUSH THROUGH AND CLIMB THE BLACK STAIRS
BREATHE WITH YOUR EYES CLOSED

KRYPTONITE NIXON
LIVE AT THE NECROPOLIS
REST IN ECSTASY

I had just assumed
there was something more to life
keen sense of sadness

get ready for bed
listen to my tinnitus
excited to sleep

struggle for nothing
live the same trash everyday
never overcome

face down on the floor
under a pile of regrets
fuck it, i give up

toothless chinese man
pointing and laughing at me
in the parking lot

this morning I dreamt
we killed & fucked everything
i want to go back

get crushed like a leaf
more than i’d like to admit
i’ll get em’ next time

ache for affection
grow old with a broken heart
welcome to the club

it was worth a shot
a memory, clear, vivid
this, i’ll always have

wait under the bridge
walk home from school with your friends
everybody’s free

go on without me
i’ll be home in time for tea
double finger guns

come to a dead end
commit to killing yourself
new year’s day next year

this is all your fault
feel out the walls that trap you
come to terms with it

dress in heavy noise
sink in divine black water
never feel ashamed

exist to subsist
your mind slowly atrophies
apart from the whole

come in late again
up your butt on chocolate street
bass is not a fish

be a tiny piece
I win the relationship
all hells of fart noise

sing to every song
journey through realms of color
watch it rain in space

safe and self-assured
fly a biplane on tape hiss
rest in warmth and love

feel good all summer
garlicky high school girlfriend
surf on waves of phase

zoomin through cow town
white noise filling up the car
talking in circles

sifting awareness
authentic thoughts of silence
kiss from a true friend

witness the glory
brother eaten by the fog
reborn from trash bags

ravaged and alive
spores splurting out his eyeballs
body turned to sand

took a tar pit dip
females blossom from the goop
cry in harmony

sweltering palate
pixie cut puzzle pieces
strung out on orange

dimming dreams recalled
brutal concrete conqueror
full focus flashback

magnets of the soul
ricochet color feelings
complicated corpse

electron wizard
bound inside his prism of flesh
too scared to decide

raw blue destructoid
searching for forbidden fears
desperate to die

dainty dawn strangers
calm communication chords
wreckage of regret

social scientist
equalizing in the shade
adrifting onward

landfill in my heart
decaying methane passion
set ablaze again

magic gigolo
there’s no god who can save you
marimba freestyle

hair covers your face
quietly pet the puppies
listen to the rain

“i’m gonna head out”
drunk in the mega Target
hide in racks of clothes

live on the ocean
don’t show any emotion
snort bath salts alone

get ready for work
dream of obliteration
exist in fragments

show up at the shrine
shit your pants twice in one day
highlight of the year

abdicate the throne
microwave VHS tapes
leave society

never dance again
sleep in the trash compactor
fly on winds of change

hot custom longboard
abandoned internment camps
burn under the sun

deep in the forest
cum inside a grizzly bear
red giant explode

sneak in through the back
chalk outline in the kitchen
windowsill spider

climb into the van
leave to tour the countryside
planetarium

escape the island
mutated purple people
drown in the prison

mexican standoff
pyongyang amphitheatre
to die unfulfilled

“nice helicopter”
sunset over the jetty
doesn’t understand

stimulation juice
whiny baby not-man child
straight up compliance

future woods party
mumblings of hardwired escapes
social felony

finite useless blogs
ex-fratboy index prefix
naked cubicle

lifestyle connoisseur
sacrificial grey matter
far left room service

pure belly pot snot
duitful weekend danger
well earned PTO

one day of haunting
presented by hot cheetos
gameshark arena

time has passed its gas
poor people line the dirt curb
benign wasabi

routine stretch circuit
candle lit wine bath folly
mind reading blade boys

life aint pay to win
jhonny don’t care bout your hair
microtransfractions

the struggle avoids
rearranging nothingness
puzzles for pennies

everything he does
is to pay for great grandkid’s
scooba dive lessons

alien molemen
bottomless perversion pits
found by spaceman spiff

pandas that won’t fuck
unsuccessful lonesome spawn
2.4 babies

I got two paychecks
100 dang 60 hours
each was worth the same

chrunching the numbers
balance being busy bored
just the last few secs

glassy eyed khakis
weekly investment update
torn cuticle nag

sum of all my parts
prime mystery equation
approaching limits

purple tax brackets
fraught labor before midday
esta en todo

new seniority
silicon pussy magnet
open palm assers

thinkin o’ the grills
lyin weirdo peepee breath
sprawling bus stop nudes

jerk off 9-5
happily ever after
light from a dead star

I’ll be fat, rolling
down the avenues of life
squishing them to death

animal crackers
stagger outside in a haze
feel the gravity

her name is mouthface
matching tropical spacesuits
galactic friendship

christmas on the moon
my face nestled on her butt
I’m perfectly calm

failed attempts to change
like thousands of unmarked graves
plans of mice and men

female vocalist
compulsively avoiding
all recognition

casual bullshit
menstrual scapegoat on her breath
camming from prison

information wins
wedlock binding emotions
retard kid got birthed

from the other life
all decisions got remade
in mass agreement

dirt filled stereo
phosphorus lined cavities
6 bucks spent a day

low expectations
basic needs bleed toward boredom
no better than dad

happy goth jesus
air conditioning dick cheese
robots don’t get scared

cinnamon pear pie
asbestos premonition
dynamite rimjob

riddled with disease
yingyangs hidden in deep space
Go! GO, WIZARDMAN!

conglomerate self
bringing back burners to life
mainframe put aside

losing bro control
swagged out by the near and far
cellulite tattoo

sold out pros n cons
maturity in excess
structure of the ghost

edging obsession
right down to my dna
encrypted feelings

hobbies sold for scraps
life hinging on a haircut
hormones held hostage

glands enshrined by flesh
flow free within addiction
seal the tank for now

your dream fades to pink
don’t forget to wash your hands
solemn mountain king

ego death playlist
new b-roll of the desert
candlewax wetsuit

friend substitution
discourse in paris cafés
chaotic neutral

from the hotel bar
watch the running of the bulls
ramble on and on

make-believe it all
wait for your dick to grow back
crumbs for you and me

tunnel of love ride
technicolor odyssey
leave unparalleled

splendid murderjoy
street vendor throw-up serum
fall off the planet

two appetizers
chewbaca pornography
content to be sad

corrupt management
thanks for the graphic tee mom
the rats in the walls

you said it, not me
spiritual second wind
nostalgia bonfire

old man little girl
random bullshit eternal
haikus made to rot

now more than ever
intimacy with strangers
kills through the absorb

ishtar deity
signed me up for summer camp
too late for remorse

here is a rapper
there goes the boring window
out and without prost

along with the vom
these were found in my mobile
now I witness me:

“fisting down the night
isolation power walk
none one else but me

sweating out chit chat
car sick stir crazy piss bag
Baileys on me breath

missed out on doz cuffs
i guess i knew that couple?
only eye contact

where making money
none of my pals could make it
gotta love a check

tell me if it’s hot
aint people sleep here either
libido numbing

idiot arrest
top bunk fat fuck perfumer
no more hugo please

quasi arousal
the old world owes me a beer
winding off sheer edge

30 year slumber
logged out pine trim costume lights
stuck in power stance”

all things considered
coherent for a blackout
minus the typos

Dionysus here
purple wind breaker jacket
facial expression

leggo my ego
downgraded to acquaintance
step mom apostle

never anywhere
is that too played out for you
something to worship

2 cups of coffee
Pour one out for my homies
one for the decline

on the 25th
traditional downloading
please finally die

intern damnation
muffin tops muffin bottoms
flaming tilt-a-whirl

honey not now please
doesn’t play well with others
silent grassy knoll

deteriorate
birthright to dig your own grave
wonder what happened

hungry animal
juice box valley treasure chest
somehow not as bad

sour gummy bears
sanitation job market
bottomless pancakes

Dionysus says
how could you possibly sleep
at a time like this

john booey gamble
gooey ooey cuckooey
bewinged luigi

lick my résumé
California grapes online
word art safari

creature of habit
by my lizard brain, enslaved
and i can’t escape

close oblivion
let’s think about what that meant
air circulation

reminder to die
no new experiences
no new ideas

you shouldn’t be here
take your Shrek™ money and go
don’t hurt me again

mixed unit tactics
people-watching, dejected
firing synapses

quality magic
annoyingly insecure
black light eraser

hardcore dad magnet
listening to the 80’s
should I shave my head

reoccurring thoughts
melancholic wandering
festival at night

extra nothingness
fail to lift the smallest spoon
unrespectable

drifting godlessly
across unchanging landscapes
above average

fireworks smear above
slaver chief’s caravan rides
easier this way

ultraviolet
Dionysus is calling
nineteen ninety-nine

sensibilities
defeated schizophrenic
I don’t know what’s real

giant mechs in space
cheated on her with your first
polynesian choir

solemnly prepared
uncensored tie dye divorce
to the tard wrangler

sadistic milkshake
“let’s do this again sometime”
sleeping wonderland

velociraptor
let me check in with my dad
sand metropolis

iguana sauce house
i overheard the realtalk
reno nevada

reached no conclusions
a valuable waste of time
further from the truth

flash photo dark knot
abstract toes in my slippies
human waste story

helicopter blade
keep me breathing through the night
mailing out kisses

image of a friend
I don’t wanna seem that way
react poor no more

lucid blooming walk
get these cuties out the house
self ashamed no more

post continental
somewhere with bouncy balls
maybe sweaty too

urban happiness
sapping goat’s milk from the trees
biking through the fields

working for nothing
loogie out her inner ear
fika on the stumps

golden off the leash
narcissist in G minor
go round ground hallow

lusting lost lovers
sins on sins in wasted sheets
amoeba crotch stains

stupor acid rack
rice pudding and precious stones
aquarianos

you’ll never be right
expect things will stay the same
live life anyways

kept hearing humans
big fat grey and spread above
speckled horizon

meaning off wander
thicker into the distant
all fours surrounded

happened to my mouth
caught jellies with your daughter
even less than that

sweetie missed her flight
through softest scottish moaning
blades glazed the nostrils

genuine invite
laced with hopeful fantasies
not too changing life

dreams of sober feel
not the same as different
truth has surfaces

do I drunken live
wandering Bloom’s intestines
for the greater good

fuck smell off jaiken
44 the new report
playing in the sludge

anyway lookit
high ho the Daley oh no
whiskey for the dame

try’na get respect
self imposed diaspora
new broken arts club

holy artifacts
beyond the point of meaning
echo wasted years

dragged into the trench
he really caught a big one
moody little shit

rural happiness
five or six kinds of cookies
murder on the news

little fishy flop
addicted to the struggle
I go up da stream

mysterious shapes
paddle to the island shore
summer snack pack gut

mainland under haze
further longer broader pack
there aint no endgame

nonsecure units
painful pleasure hexagons
order rearranged

no happy ending
investing in addiction
cold soul locked outside

tipping point of youth
faking for the photograph
sick of these circles

tar in my arm hair
reaping ignorant rewards
sand dipped cracker crunch

cancer at sixty
wind-powered water filter
two kids in the pod

alone at a place
fortold by the RNG
worth it, probably

sorry dingodile
cruising w/ ally sheedy
oh to be a youth

dared to live your life
purchased a wizard costume
played bass in a band

trapped in the air ducts
leave you to your beekeeping
secret checkered past

melting rainbow road
slithering in the slipstream
careening through space

decaying, sour
Not everyone is like that
lucid dream backflips

you should resolve to
embrace the difficulties
of the medium

limitless limits
i rot away in my room
am i retarded

serious question
i mean, I’d have to be, right?
like this? wouldn’t I?

baby im cryin’
life is a hard turd to pass
since you left my side

buried in the sand
“we were never together”
let the tide come in

rolled into the cracks
of a large bouncy castle
eternal slumber

vomit in the bag
gonna leak through the bottom
get chris a new bag

sweet kiss holy shit
grip that oppertunity
taste that irish tongue

aint no time for moods
nope nope nope that KFC
lie time is my time

American crust
a block of cheese spread eagle
pick and choose the past

could have had a few
drown that pus in absinthe shots
se la fucking vi

jinshan will be real
right after sunday hot wings
think I’m gettin good

how long where and when?
I should have took those truffles
mexaboy got moves

Praha late kebap
will die a flower child’s death
over Dover cliff

spiders bite the palm
flowers grow out of the well
nimbus cruise on top

adolescent lake
alcoholic applesause
he’ll kiss anyone

no understanding
not so extraordinary
of what we feel most

crammed mixed split and pressed
bodies live a life their own
trapped in giggle time

this compared to what?
pass the gun to someone else
we can’t leave him be

I can hear a hum
“Zombie” by the cranberries
some random french girl

we won’t miss the waves
smeared over those memories
something to regret

nothing’s wrong with light
introspective tequilla
waste what you can’t spend

crawling down the stairs
perplexingly excellent
leave me to the task

cinders burn and fade
by the fire pit in the field
camping trip hookup

in an empty room
eating the carpet piecemeal
inching down the wall

abandoning others
and then getting abandoned
assessing your worth

buried six feet deep
eaten by thousands of worms
shitted into dirt

swamp man arms hold you
complicated unicorns
guessing the outcome

breathe metallic air
sit beside the musty chair
fall in love with blood

cross examine me
there’s nothing wrong with my dong
the verdict is in

low quality life
disappointment forever
hate my guilty self

in flying machine
catapulting past my dreams
endless waterslide

continuously
getting manipulated
by my loneliness

exiting the room
cause you remembered that thing
hairy mountain bees

super 8 vision
elephantine sasskatoons
towering, lurching

creamlord piggybank
diarrhea in my mouth
tactical hotdog

beset on all sides
cinematic ultralove
seeps fills floods ruins

constituent parts
originality priest
friend to plastic bags

portal opens up
archetypal future girl
asian with red hair

“you’re fucking it up”
tapioca overbite
lean meat ass party

sadly simpleton
campbells chunky clusterfuck
noodling till death

conscientious sin
hyperbolic time chamber
useless heart of bone

torrid waste of time
train in the gravity room
fruitless but divine

wet fart sound poop noise
rats scuttle through the puddles
wastewater ripples

all out of nonsense
nothing of value was lost
shit in a circle

no longer helpful
legitimately distressed
bring the cheese to me

falling forever
bad person competition
3-time champion

rainbow enjoyers
completed the hyperloop
any sci-fi trope

chili dog meltdown
last days as a parasite
hopeless teenager

no judgement output
imagining stuff so cool
it makes my chest ache

permanent envy
how could I ever get that
and keep a future

trail mix in the snow
infinite infinities
and your shitty slice

plan negative d
escape pod to mexico
master janitor

cry by candlelight
leave yourself all by yourself
to fend for yourself

jesus nightrider
follow yourself into caves
drink meteor juice

real life nightmare sads
multidimensional sads
infinity sads

sads for your mistakes
sads for all you that dream of
which can never be

under desert moon
there was a sanctuary
full of heated pools

big day tomorrow
but I’m just floating around
getting raisiny

monks in the mountains
meditating everyday
doing chores in zen

work eating your time
feeling mostly emptiness
living only once

do this your whole life
to retire at 65
with how much time left

distraction addict
I dreamt I was good enough
bed that makes itself

crumple underneath
your own pathetic issues
live in pain and fear

steal and borrow joy
mistletoe fuckpit meet cute
nothing to report

I said all the things
I wasn’t supposed to say
because I was drunk

by speckled sidewalk
I travel the colorscape
death not far behind

I watch as it changes
kaleidescopic melting
twisting and throbbing

I proceed, haunted
for our only universe
I had done little

Just kissing kittens.
Missing mittens cold smitten
Single tear i swaer

real human being
I died to attack real life
It is what it is

nothing is promised
all things must come to an end
nicholas johnson

EVERY TOUCH WAS FLESH
TIGHT UP AGAINST AND KISSING
SOFT AND WARM INSIDE

EVERY THOUGHT WAS FUCK
SPACE STATION SINKING IN FIRE
CAN’T SEE THROUGH THE BLOOD

EVERY FEEL WAS GLANDS
TO FIND OUT IT MEANT NOTHING
TORRENTIAL NIGHTMARES

STANDING ON THE STREET
DISCONNECTED AND ALONE
BLOWING IN THE WIND

ALL’S WELL THAT ENDS WELL
WHEN DEATH COMES, I WILL SWALLOW
RISE TO MEET THE PAIN

the sane reaction
a byproduct of presets
pomegranate flow

warping stay-away
kelvin horizon wobbles
searing seat-belt clips

off in the distance
korean step moms kiss me
now back to you, chuck

between her fingies
a pumpkin cookie crumbles
why would you smoosh that?

both hands are on fire
john goodman impregnates me
cry over chiptune

knew it was a dream
i cant whistle with such skill
it was all a lie

smells so bad tonight
like old inside out insides
that were left outside

festering, ignored
slowly drifting past pluto
slow emergency

mayonnaise nightmare
manners continue employ
mother nature chokes

big dinosaur dicks
promise rides to promise lands
though my anus fears

please stop everything
wait no do the opposite
pray to barbecue

oh he’s dead alright
help me disinfect the morn
divided by birds

ran out of running
imploding log cabin floors
pit of flying dogs

mumble waves of hate
pepperoni eyes create
sustain, cultivate

concentrate, please god
intravenous butterflies
personhood quotient

don’t knock farts with me
everyone cares about eyes
its unwritten law

her heart took a shit
so big it clogged the toilet
booked it to the woods

new wife built to last
much longer than the other
hopefully double

interesting day
microwave bit my arm off
smile that welled up big

laser vision kill
resplendent triceratops
im here, where are you

panache revival
if you don’t play you cant win
oil smudged countenance

whose move will it be
george washington sucked my d
doesn’t make me gay

mountain peak so high
tried so hard and got so far
nothing is up there

image lack breaks art
writing random words is lame
im tired of void

underestimate
can’t see how deep tree roots grow
dick runs deep also

abhor all meaning
take to roboticism
heartily & swift

plenty of output
for efforts squeezed out so late
finally sleepy

falsely we know each
who but nifty in their dress
should escape our gaze

I don’t but I won’t
negativity food fight
step parent respect

wobbling gently
image of you as a child
in nature, impressed

black mold grows in lungs
temporary wide vision
fleeting gratitude

piston animals
fire in fields of freed flowers
lsd landscape

breaking up your world
slow sweeping hand of IT ALL
messing with yr life

hug that nurse no shame
phosphorescent figures play
singing of soon stuff

dictionary dibs
talking of possible scenes
needing all the words

gotta get moving
otherwise its count the weeks
till the day i die

little girl explodes
she’s probably better off
i wouldn’t worry

crystal guano quest
despite illuminati
wind wrestling numbskull

there seems no reason
besides obvious small ones
added together

contaminated
I don’t know any ninjas
can we still be friends?

paralysis hurts
possible timelines shredded
countless deaths, you know?

sordid dude of dust
spilled into town one morning
just to feel a place

then back to the wheels
hurried to more of the same
by some trick of mind

I keep saying eyes
B A N A N A S
not like i could care

what’s in it for me
reasons to live, i suppose
always nice to have

befriending people
born with everlasting luck
for my benefit.

vertical storage
has always been there for me
who could ever match

cellphone starts ringing
redirecting me elsewhere
every fuckin’ day

lives could have been changed
still bothers me to this day
alternates abound

use the internet
go to the grocery store
crawl back into bed

sun sky trees dirt grass
nature is yelling at me
gotta go lay down

jaded to the core
whoops! you’ll never be happy
or feel it be shared

crumbier than bread
its legal in florida
wet suicide dream

sorry forever
“well ‘sorry’ doesn’t cut it!”
plumbing 1-2-3

revenge of sweet lime
hitler candy flesh haver
render obsolete

absorbed like a sponge
poet whispers strange, vague tip
“never lose yr shit”

portable rump roast
honesty for 5 minutes
licking your own tongue

“lick me where i shit”
lovely weather we’re having
close without saving

butthole squeaky clean
cereal ceremony
multigrain refrain

level of sad songs
approaching critical mass
internet weather

…what the fuck is this
why is there poop on the stove
(examination)

oh god its reeses
its just reeses for breakfast
oh my god (deep breaths)

valley of ocean
straddling a flying whale
still couldn’t forget

making a murder
to look like an accident
jet ski accident

21xx
eyes glued to the horizon
awaiting the day

choice between two hells
watching the washing machine
deep change or slow death

gas station bathroom
sudden clarity clarence
toys back where they were

brutal infinite
blow my brains out with a spoon
buffalo grazing

spoon bullet head hole
bellybutton to the sky
this is the single

swirling checkered curls
primordial meat balls roll
kill you back to life

nailing down the thoughts
before they disintegrate
sleepy hand melts words

confused with boredom
don’t be cold, bring a jacket
don’t want to get sick

ascend the tower
punch your sister in the face
victory sunrise

mega cumulus
into that album backwards
wheelies in circles

pink eye violin
star studded poignant whimsy
color observer

opulent hairpiece
life is made out of reverb
erstwhile kangaroo

cupcake octagon
soundly drenched while others scorch
balloon animal

alien hunter
my best man at the wedding
catapults the shoes

potato magnet
bikini assault squadron
roast beef credit score

disc-shooting cartwheel
yield old money in midair
launching gliding discs

fifty miles balls deep
crisp breakbeats on milkshake streets
patient architect

round table wizard
brought body parts baking bread
like an mp3

blood kitten shiner
vast dense cloud of bursting spheres
amplifies chest aches

follow the fissure
stitches straight on through the face
thin grain followers

spirit of the times
liveblogging the tragic end
in haiku sublime

long hair, times we shared
embryonic attachment
now I go hungry

silence, nothing moves
all in doubt, the Moon Master
looks around the moon

imagining things
where they’d maybe be, although
mostly where they’d been

he would soon forget
if new things should be placed here
but they haven’t yet

sleepy she wandered
over the fence and away
to ditch school once more

savoring the stroll
ducked into the secret zone
location warmed soul

butt upon the bank
pondered, sighed, and then observed
waters lookin’ sweet

doffs her slippy shoes
lays back slow to sink deep in
eyes closed and amused

feels the hair float up
drifting up that easy stream
hearing is drowned out

when she wakes back up
she’ll fall in the volcano
and evaporate

recycle comforts
watch them collapse in your hand
vomit excuses

never really get
be so desperately safe
waiting for nothing

later’s not better
later’s never even real
we just want it so

the something silly
we’re all in our own comas
just as we’d like it

analyzed patterns
addiction is powerful
it maps out failures

degeneration
instant versus gradual
each can have it’s own

a static cripple
change kept the things relevant
ironed out wrinkles

between flesh and tiles
those private conversations
happened already

space orca drives drunk
blinks twice and levels city
extinction event

tess in her wisdom
omitted the description
of almost all things

flossed every angle
farm ghost had asterisk eyes
campus detective

i’ve been scared for years
satan wants me to return
his “friends” dvds

death on the menu
wildly the caged bird swings
against gravity

rent (past tense of rend)
professor grapeseed did grade
his mother in law

songs so sweet forgot
wanted what’s been most cut down
multicolored dreams

smiling as they go
towering arachnids roam
the potato farm

you’re drinking poison
that’s very metal of you
enjoy lichenstein

se me olvido
i wanna say I’m sorry
nigh my flight by night

boner has been gone
such a sad sailor at sea
long till that return

matte brown camaro
blue-lasered was the iris
staggering forward

burrito supreme
glows slightly beyond my reach
as if pulled by string

constant break-taking
to numbs my sharp annoyance
making me go slow

I have to eat that
even if all else suffers
eating must come first

ever afterwards
if this task can be managed
asses could be saved

future discounting
despite respite I observed
lacking agency

every day matters
distraction infestation
mucking in my mud

lots and lots of doubt
mustering up so little
to grab this cuisine

ambushed by parrots
they carry me underground
surprise rap battle

coming up roses
its a slow death in quicksand
with extra dingus

protozoa clumps
in alphanumeric lines
squirming over film

isomeric shots
androgynous vocal swill
gained through osmosis

randomized combos
of unlimited outcome
systematic loops

slipstreams of data
automated assessment
deserted buildings

numbers set, hands shook
vertical integration
up across the board

welcome to your seat
would you like a beverage
take your mind off things

don’t think of the cracks
ignore the lapse in logic
we’re to be trusted

cross it off the list
maintain effort and focus
anti-indulgent

endless vigilance
needless self deprecation
all risk no reward

my eyez on da prize
ambiguous happiness
recognize barely

double dead end fork
narrow it down to pure shit
lock them in your mind

never do either
glorified 50/50
softly kills the both

psychosomatic
pre-subconscious decisions
post applied meanings

accomplishment wall
all encompassing aspects
over everything

here’s an idea
just stop thinking about it
do impossible

over the squalor
an ambitious composer
obtaining their tools

setting into place
waning off anesthetics
imposing deadlines

past attempts observed
evaluating progress
systems predicted

effort investments
time is an architecture
life is a tenant

multiple still frames
our collective objectives
inhabit household

tender 180
naked treehouse pretzel god
peripheral grin

loon keen for grown dune
mother’s death by firing squad
equaled quenched, enthralled

christmas miracle
tight pants parasite insight
opportunity

lie outside all day
visage of scenario
i hate you so much

working on a play
the main character is dead
devilish and goosed

even more hardcore
emperor by osmosis
crumbled in the ray

white milkman splendor
wrought a hilarious rule
no more fucking books

gut busting jerkoff
associates by diamond
relentless pidgeon

son of nazi jones
turning cold to face the world
just got caught in thought

decisive island
drunk everyday before noon
first stop kingdom come

death gaze clarity
everlasting destruction
love, michael jordan

negro interface
forgot how to ride a bike
that means left for dead

three four and fivin’
extracted no enjoyment
cookies back to back

empty stomach blues
midget pro basketball league
get me off the moon

ghost of tight sphincter
whizzing by the countryside
surely lust the crust

solid energy
for me to stick my dick to
eyeballs and good ones

threw down the child’s toy
remembered real reasons
svelte disco lion

face sticks on table
i want to be a roofie
get me on a roof

is it bad practice
to hold tight my magic friends
to want back what’s lost

the old and simple
jump start bright vocal shriekings
hug nativity

see me and those days
I don’t care if it’s played out
throw it in the trunk

basking in the shine
drinking up in the water
hurry at the job

plastic covered breathes
blank files cog in the machine
please stop haunting me

I’ve tripped over this
so many hands that I’ve forced
vendetta on film

brand my big dumb face
so I never forget it
“TM3 FOR LIFE”

a vestige to time
4.5 minutes a year
cut and paste screenplay

illness of our minds
embody this cinema
remind me we’re dumb

laughter inside us
the sweetest song you could sing
my favorite faces

we’re here in the sphere
the bubble which is our lives
swirling oil streaks

outward expansive
amassing volume in space
absorbing others

if you are still down
I would like to see this stretched
beyond clarity

roll on a spent night
the depth of the air breathed in
can fill into me

soft hallowed sockets
don’t let the world that rots talk
caressing ridges

mental connection
inhale familiarity
just please stay intact

at the park again
living like a memory
few of all that’s real

I’ll say it again
neither of these are my home
a slice down center

you can reap from both
but something will always nag
desire to conjoin

cramped in the back seat
clutching onto vocal slurs
everyone’s awake

constant clock attacks
I guess it’s always been split
all my divine time

praise ScienceJesus
at least no bubonic plague
know what I’m sayin

at spewed sent approved
unreadable garbage smile
result was unmatched

omnipresent guy
the window stretched to the wall
gave burnt frog christ steam

long distance magnets
rendering golden machines
veered left a furlong

presently lacked feels
ate burritos in silence
with poophead on fire

hallucination
god is worried about you
who was on the fence

masterful midget
questioning my commitment
touching my body

don’t not make the sense
apple pie will die tonight
crispin glover flies

got a nice blue shirt
murder me in the crawlspace
yes dr evil

bounce the bounceball round
copping a feel of greatness
hass avocado

place cake in the lake
ratified that amendment
face slap magnitude

its but all i need
scratched sharp by the boy girl rule
contemplating bees

hold it in your hand
perfect for throwing away
live free and fly hard

shimmering dipshit
rides unicorn prototype
super painful day

101 and done
unicorn biology
tangled in the trees

808 and great
half a 5 lb bag of sours
rested opposite

listening to rap
to science I acquiesced
human capital

race the racecar fast
bleeding on the trampoline
been so good to me

bustin out pet names
like canned beans on poor people
shark attack my eyes

dislike the album
have a happy hemorrage
abhor my necktie

midwest my soft quest
for better hallway vision
trample broken souls

hey tranquil danger
roll beneath my twinkle toes
who am I to be

top hat gentlemen
explaining my entire life
put it to the test

cinnamon user
greasy pocket scientist
hit on the wizard

backwards eyes blind skies
righteous pizza lunatic
add one to the list

overbite tonight
life’s the only game in town
ages 10 and up

revenge reminder
nutrition from my rucksack
determined stupor

you’ll taste it, in time
had no representative
clean synthetic dream

taco elf window
I’m doing my drycleaning
Elizabeth Hurrrrrr

making ring circles
Maslow is fucking laughing
we were there before

keep checking things off
skittering around up top
purely creation

doing the fruit math
different ways to purchase time
escape plan spread sheet

shredding throat muscles
so much pure symbolism
locked within these chords

this is not outside
this is the same exact spot
no one even moved

don’t put stock in sight
progress laced cocaine dollies
homeless windshield corp

he undid melting
I’ll ride my new addiction
will smith black ass-wards

drowning in sugar
my heart is pumping nectar
high fructose headache

held up to my face
to take another nibble
unrequited taste

caught beneath flavor
say what you want about drugs
they dissolve my tongue

are you who you are
which persona to adapt
when you are alone

the kids be restless
time crushes with irony
adults in freeze frame

can you really gauge
a stream of what has happened
I am still seven

etched in memories
more specific instances
seats and slow movements

maybe it won’t
accidental prophecy
over turned concepts

can you see places
at which point do I shut up
don’t let doing cease

lit little light works
disposable time clusters
out of focus spheres

pitted stomach drawls
if my eyes could capture frames
I could pay myself

here in the chamber
allow me to get comfy
chipped and discarded

vision melodies
admit hyper depression
regurgitation

watch him split open
rawest to the fucking core
splattered on the tile

exposed vertebrae
rotting through struggled effort
life worth connections

don’t blame anything
get back to basics of thought
seeing things not seen

straight from a postcard
mixtures of collective light
maybe he is right

we are led along
to skip out or start killing
you two versus time

slay what you want fought
a rematch will be amuck
sit your hands right down

shyness due to fear
the more of it that comes up
the less it matters

the prospect of reach
levels and echelons higher
way up above us

godfather headgear
fleeing utopian lands
smells can cure it all

different than last
no one will die on my watch
not if I am me

strategies progress
demilitarized and dull
watching dust settle

if we really did
would the limitless eat us?
would reverb swallow?

escapades in turn
money will not rain tonight
it is least needed

complete ideas
back to what you thought it was
lying in the fort

thawing permafrost
say goodbye to the buildings
watching walls roll down

accelerate mate
bring action to the forefront
burnt out ceiling light

countdown preceding
stereo memory man
pull my ass over

maintenance suckers
these kids out over the ice
caught on the slack line

tired idiot
it wont happen by itself
dreamed of simple things

I’m such a shit friend
and grandchild to my grandma
attacks my conscience

true value hardware
500 page deep black hole
sass magnificent

calculated risk
scrambling to bypass limits
herniated disk

deal with it as fuck
m is for mama mia
Ride that Rocketship

depression is ghey
escape the tragic mindset
stop being a bitch

burdened by all else
clarity finally struck through
fun lives vacations

either blankets or
oversimplifications
try to understand

trapped by youth feelings
my juvenile tendencies
never let me down

each time feels anew
perhaps blessings in disguise
debatably great

just to face a face
and witness the morphing  mask
can still bring me back

never negative
just not as nice as I like
white my windowsill

bypassed freedom life
excuses whine high pitched notes
problem-less come forth

make something to solve
only one beneath body
distractions are key

jaded leisurely
my complaints hold no tonnage
rings and skin rashes

it was so easy
trouble never came my way
paper perfect kid

tiny knuckle hairs
airy,  illuminated
I want to be them

lost significance
motivation sinus drains
reused tissue cloth

the so-cal blueprint
designer jeans and braces
her apology

put me on a shelf
uselessly touched by coy hands
scratch off the price tag

get out get out now
abstraction threatens my thoughts
dissolving my love

become everything
plans are greater than events
stuck on the train-front

revel in envy
balled in the trunk of your car
fumes are all I want

im cleaning my room
and wearing a pair of slacks
to improve my mood

now lets do laundry
man doing laundry sucks shit
at least we’re clean now

finally, dishes
after eating all these sweets
honest sustenance

 

this is where I sit
the temperature aura
under mountain’s shade

multiple pathways
lined with barbed wire landmine traps
where’s the decampment

half sure and half dead
bleeding sliced pseudo gurus
desperately advise

tough cures for our doubt
no one really makes it up
few approach apex

some think of shortcuts
but nothings not been seen here
all ground is trodden

carved out shelter caves
groups let themselves waste away
to their heart’s desire

to which can I care
maybe just to see it all
equinox of pull

for something better
lay into subconscious states
my smile eats you

auspicious tranquil
broadened across reverie
forgetting once more

red pulverulence
the hill’s carbon hushed secret
it’s all carrion

finely ground try-hards
earth carcass consistency
we tread on the dead

eggplant parmesan
that’s what my toenail smells like
holy shit what the fuck

assemble the team
head out on a moon mission
into the bloodstream

guide my feathered flight
caught on the ink of the eye
with all the water

sun beams through the night
I’ll keep it at this hour
bicycle ride back

foreign languages
birthed between the book lovers
conquest desire

frozen in the ice
stop watch keeps ticking backwards
clouds will be my past

so good that it hurts
so painful that it cures you
it’s really nothing

flutes soothe the children
a sack of mucus steers clear
bedtime rolls around

tenacious grinding
tape flares railed and raked gardens
whenever you lie

are we somewhat close
soups go against the windmill
big boned go away

put it to a vote
let yourself be nudity
visual life drone

believe what you want
but they all stand for something
I’m not full of shit

dubious prickle
I feel your beautiful gnaw
tease comprehension

there it is standing
creation broke it’s blossom
exponentially

trifecta coat rack
trapped where you can’t go forward
tall wall ornaments

warnings bleed out pale
siblings pave the kingdom’s floor
discount on effort

wax figurines melt
starboard fasten velcro holds
paper folds neatly

squint my direction
upon cusp curving mouth holes
gently curving lip

underneath the bench
grime turns to mosaic art
three armed uncle’s yard

waking on the glow
red eye works its way through vents
slept in the sludge duct

concussion time zone
driveway slides curb railing games
soda quenches home

turntable pipette
hovering pine cone fortress
crucible remnants

dark violet hair
strips drape broken support beams
graveyard shift returns

participation
star struck pallet irony
battery acid

natural plaster
intricate ge0-design
abstract feelings cube

sidewinder skin brush
eternity got captured
minimal is weird

how long will it buzz
will it be my new routine
liar’s replacement

annihilation
cut throat instrumentalist
shrink wrap baby crib

complete reptile folds
osmosis protectorate
piled in the corner

when you get swallowed
refuse to think of image
it’s not component

gently tap the keys
press yourself into rubble
glimpse the muted strings

looped up scribble beat
4th dimension gradient
for the little ones

gutted trash being
may it never come to be
I shall drift to die

role model god(dess)
hope you notice what you did
siblings round rosie

exposure giggle
reminds me of daysdya
to want to capture

eight triangle panes
temple of darkness growth field
windows absorption

found to be frightful
geodesic stalagmite
two outworldly dreams

angel’s chandelier
halos of folly in chase
quaint socket sat in

geezers to become
expect to be expecting
small stump radio

surrounded by cloth
tinges of storytelling
each night goes backward

the quest for fireflies
blurred faint outlines of my friends
where do these come from

I guess it’s my last
sound comes to visit your head
I was scared of it

kindness in fiction
gnarled twin branches and slippers
snickers of detail

rise from the blockade
no passage to characters
tidal disruption

slitting through the trees
regain health, will it through walls
deformed reflection

walls for head smashing
tie in the endless latter
steal back the wordless

honest paper rolls
woo the roller coaster ride
spill skull memories

punch bowl of nail files
steven on the ferris wheel
get ready to kick

three puzzle pieces
each with a leech to sing with
perhaps the most pure

this is the last page
up north they still capture flags
michelle understands

island of the whales
how have I not mentioned you
inverted dock doors

twizzlers and fruit stores
dreams of yorke’s filmography
truth amongst the lies

the side of the road
tall grass beneath celsius
who can out wait else

aid in danger ride
mystic african rhythm
guides my techno flight

skidding ’round corners
I’m so glad I learned hand-less
true threats cruise behind

I still yearn for room
to taste the smells of your life
test disapproval

keep the day and time
full moon in my back pocket
balance morning crew

plexiglass mountains
digital sunrise (best friend)
first born child fire [one]

here come the kitties
eight total of the four sets
stuck in plastic bags

tension gold course slide
make it fit; be the drip drop
rad zipper solo

what if they’re in there
sadly I’d still doubt coolness
payback: epilogue

do a bunch again
rejection to killers near
spinning in the act

muffin fantasy
crisped sugar sitting on shelves
warmth chokes delightful

don’t let them matter
negativity pointless
toil insomnia

all life rights reserved
his self published reading tours
rot for lady luck

two perfect matches
an anomaly at best
one more seal the deal

stipend gigahertz
chicken farm liquid licker
spacial sky x-ray

fingers glide with ease
condensed flesh-less sugarette
talking in love tongues

make it a science
throttle neutral cruise control
’til it believes you

things are winding down
take you up on that offer
golden foster home

standing on the wall
things won’t change until we do
implied archway curve

disaffectionate
fly off the catamaran
fly swatter regale

hugs be baking bread
grizzled children upside down
jag tack för maten

father of the void
stimuli accumulate
kill the average

distant on the brim
grandeur portal through my screens
felt your tepid face

disco rave helmet
blotches of refracted light
sweat stained pantaloons

a fraction of land
sanctioned to a troubled youth
install narcosis

padded cushion walls
run crimson with driven will
enter through the palm

kneeling calmly near
her watchful observerate
hushes near the door

that’s the idea
to go hard for just a night
justify others

feel like a towel
yellow stripes puncture children
skin bending trapeze

basement couch woofer
reverberating pitch squeals
dim static hissing

early plywood slide
miniature happiness
awkward embankments

driven from regret
he basically felt her up
alongside the stage

trying to try less
left arm right circle; south stare
too calm to relax

alone and at home
the back of the two-twenty
street glows wander by

hidden waterfalls
campfire tugs at spirit’s shirts
concordes crackle high

se me olvido
two shrugs throw limp wrists outward
why yes, yes I do

files down the plug hole
burning all your lists and charts
memories erased

spotted internal
feelings coil twisted fates
unpredictable

how was I to know
vowels and the first letter
could gain relevance

odd at booming voice
barely notable chit chats
do it to disprove

stay weary of tongues
saliva drippings haunt us
creeping towards shoulders

limits been breaching
shattered tooth shards drape fluids
stomach full of glass

eyelid replacement
adolescent core carver
moist corner quiver

smell your dead fetus
the one with your father’s eyes
and your mother’s nose

patterns in the wood
malnutrition rotting me
tangled power line

palm sweat throat choke hold
I want it to reach upward
crawl the dissidence

better on empty
sustenance door hinge regret
air out open wounds

what happened to me
these hands find their own damage
reluctance to heal

I’m loosing my grip
this process is suicide
no more metaphors

exercise caution
during deep introspection
you might find the corpse

I won’t kill myself
not until it’s all over
when death licks my face

running in circles
being what you remembered
one stupid omen

terminal down time
what I can tell about you
from what it looked like

on daily standards
glowing neon through the fog
passed me a fruit comb

creep on shade daunting
closed to the concept of it
we could live without

have and you haven’t
rediscovering new things
on grounds of the past

mystified moonlight
crispy night air flows freely
down and around us

twinge on internal
somewhere a nerve is crying
tears of beloved

childhood treehouse
cautious steps of learning minds
spaceship sails fly high

refuse attendance
don’t humor the idea
sad to disappoint

vision is my air
wishing you always felt it
divides in the tides

sought after built up
the simplest idea
finally brought life

absence is it all
reverting deep memories
clearing the soul’s slate

that was all it took
make amends with forgetting
slosh around the room

one with the true goon
rock silly sleepless birds home
preserve amnesia

when kinship’s  needed
I’ll be sitting on the couch
laughing at the words

distraught by time’s games
thirty seven and counting
let it all sketch out

record time soul aches
why you gotta be like that
questions lack answers

engage the dwelling
depressive euphoria
moving toward extremes

pumped out positive
still better than average
weed out negative

aftermath relic
anticipate crazy days
curious notions

the scariest things
ill hovers onto physique
plaguing emotions

follow the bad dreams
when they’re all about yourself
introspective cull

lick me in the eye
stab me with a screwdriver
tell me its alright

happens in the world
significant melting thing
you’ll always have that

dymaxion stump
steve snapped and climbed the windmill
offerub bitgub

big deal it aint no
roger is a piano
i am but a bat

tryptophan blonde wig
noticed the laws of nature
projecting crash course

speechwheel sun buttfield
on the isle of rangoono
backwards noise poised boys

cyclical hooplah
no respect for your advice
jumpstart my fine pies

sweet and sick dealy
yr magnificent essay
rly touched me hard

rockets, hlopsiclord
supernormal releaser
drop in the bucket

molest the noon spoon
majested my majigger
peach black squirrel white

ixne the horseplay
things don’t have to be so bad
journey of the judge

mistletoe nightmare
scootched forward on my bottom
bespoke in gristle

should have been on drugs
rhinocerous haplogram
you are where you are

pestered by heroes
physical chicken wings save
all in all contained

free perhaps measure
limits being everso
tight beyond aligned

you were my nugget
you me he she im leaving
now i can move on

annihilation
im a slave to my brain’s dick
and it’s classic moves

high suicide risk
blessed hotrod gorbachev
pissed off in pink steam

hate the love you love
contemplative loop de loops
roll me down the hill

purposeful shutdown
pretending to imagine
as a bad kid, don’t

ill never get home
dragging feet through metaphors
produced baloney

heres how to forget
replace it with something worse
catapulting treats

hat trick trifecta
i embrace cause and effect
and thats all there is

a moment, whining
future me punched present me
harshly in the neck

this is selfishness
sublimated jerking off
death to all puppies

carelessly caring
in the winter i wake up
and i’m not destroyed

absolved to corners
seas of echoing still shots
more than a thousand

converging shadows
faint ghost imprints mirrored vague
maintaining cut short

colors start to blend
warped bubbles of blinding light
caught on the surface

skylines spread astray
adventures of friends built high
lost in the mist fields

topographic hell
black flames plummet crimson sky
murky water clove

into the comfort
depths of mutuality
some say it’s pretty

time to recollect
replicas line my vision
dreamy grocer stares

skipped beats draw backward
indefinitely swooping
rough around the edge

faint stains on the ground
the most beautiful collapse
let me be fiction

how many others
the cove of your confused head
first for everything

truth will always be
what I left is standing still
groups welcome you home

significant quotes
the image of perfection
for some reason clear

kinder than the air
sincerety beyond bounds
overly modest

a truth to himself
humor shakes his worthy hand
staring up in awe

purest memories
things that are that couldn’t be
hospitable cloud

shining existance
you and ketchup on my wall
gets me everytime

keep it within bounds
if time comes for you to go
ill carry your wiehgt

all I’ll ask is gold
just a high five and goodbye
alive in my mind

I’ve never been top
but maybe mutual bros
keep it real, happy

habitat falls down
where did these note chords come from
guide the light child

plan out what you want
in effort lies the kingdom
direction leads front

hypocrite liar
bred into indecisive
constant revision

smell of the open
wide sprawl disexecution
misguided youth soup

my body sleeps still
iridescent ringing ear
forest bit wobble

overpowering
pitch bent voice comes crashing down
flow upon flowless

meaningness offers
spiritual shatter nights
rekindle good means

way back car dream thoughts
surfaced secrets you put on
sparkle in your eyes

coddled mind treasure
glimmer grine fantastify
wishes in the dark

still looking forward
the hidden spirit design
say it takes me back

blanche was titular
habitual habitat
here lies numbered days

audio heartbeat
grown nuanced without a doubt
longed to reach ideals

life thrashed and trashed zen
i was not prepared for this
now i’ve gone away

slain appetizer
architected pick-me-up
industrial goal

desire the fever
the purpose of all fashion
robbed mysterious

rolled down the wrong tube
city built on lights through glass
cringeworthy flashbacks

overall somehow
through thick and thin it happened
positivity

underneath the math
every reason to go on
was bubbling up

glowing better soon
an Idea realized
gave hope forever

multiple callbacks
someone somewhere wanted you
you didn’t call back

life will stay the same
any time was the best time
capable to shove

initiated
leaned over into warm black
absorbed and went cold

incredible stare
change was a timeless classic
inevitable

fiscal delicate
weave stories among the clouds
creep streak the deep stream

all upon around
wrote to find a teeth tongued vile
plead the screams be brought

nicotine clean gleam
scared and obsessed aesthetics
swap saliva slosh

observerator
keen conserved fear ridden soul
never believing

fancy cadaver
there is a double dancer
drawing contour lines

let’s roll up our sleeves
I see you finally woke
detuned serenade

chuckle at long thoughts
best silly manifesto
raw resurrection

spread scattered at last
find your way back into life
it was clarified

the smug upper-hand
undoubtedly more than seen
enough of an edge

wacked out feedback loops
refresh a spinning cycle
warmth half time redux

the day of the pray
if I left the name alone
twins could be coupled

minimalistic
now back to what it wasn’t
two sided coin toss

safety contraband
flicker into silhouettes
the exact same place

lost between the lights
familiar situation
similar response

burning dew slider
I hope what they say is true
lay my vague goals down

considering past
he was already kicking
put out on lock down

opportune moment
taught by the ways of the stare
mood killer call back

connectivity
I’ve decided I liked it
ambition is bred

the baker was baked
he stepped into my office
the mailman was mailed

story of my life
eat all the pieces and poop
gone for good I knew

touching and seeing
pointyness priorities
my permanent brain

machines can measure
maybe it’ll be okay
it depends on you

pushing the long key
unwilling education
the surprise was bass

good and wrong brass bands
smoothed down into a sweet slide
non-anomaly

changed bases, basis
self-inflicted potential
pick the drop back up

slapped circumstance tripped
do you think anyone cares
its transitional

possessing device
your past was exponential
now is just itself

what did stony say?
it’s so easy to destroy
he sure had a point

all sleep on over
what am I missing out on
waiting for nothing

gauge me on output
forced flex off a pent up dream
be prouder of scans

thank you’s and smiles
seemed nice enough to exist
he let it settle

upper tiers waiting
catatonic by design
coaxed stimuli draw

lists again went there
the mesmerizing scares me
confusing want-needs

two spins on the same
determining the life-longs
or fending habits

pitch black or bent back
when you can’t or don’t want to
where was it then huh?

serving its purpose
guess now all that’s left is do
jaded friends guide me

shop lift some dead leaves
life ruiner, born of sneeze
blowing smithereens

I’d be a giver
if it would make life thinner
outstretched on pavement

completely absorbed
liquid black like it once was
can you feel the sky

sleep against the wall
pale opaque hashmark patterns
liquid lush stardust

swallowed tantrum sport
residue of you allude
a floating island

crank up optimal
remember to forget shit
both are worth basking

slurry in the tub
how many hits call me out
go home to go home

throatless apostle
gloat your frothy mountain clean
fibers woven streak

its going to move
thumbs direct themselves anew
one hanged a hammock

there is nowhere now
sicks and clones may take my homes
games stay the same trains

bag hangs loose limp jokes
!scatter scare enjoy your hair
okay no not now

alive and on time
both of them were not correct
all was true, again

allow it submerged
grinding gold plated circles
jesus fucking christ

marrow friended vice
lies behalf benefactors
these rhythms align

it was granted, fine
stolen postmarks missed on time
fiction slips slipped minds

pixels line facial
glitched in digital drop out
re-defragment shape

sew childhood shut
everything you can’t handle
pour it down softly

over awareness
branching out from past mistakes
do it to yourself

no stimulation
tricks of boredom from the past
lairs in my head

the comfort playgrounds
spots upon spots to be at
I felt containment

no hatred was born
settings can only guide it
look forward to it

how’s there stuff to say?
now all i have is science
all praise superbounce

super personal
alter capable output
behold, rotating

I don’t really know
happened to me, and to you
plentiful leverage

pinholes rip full blown
like a faucet in the street
evaporate all

abandoned session
what was it that got written
information swipe

futile memory
collapsing astral structures
black holes absorbing

clutching onto self
stare blank into nullity
soft fetal return

diamonds discarded
I pray they remain blocked up
carnal narcosis

temporal stand still
rotting lascivious corpse
collapsed on the beach

empty shell train ride
be the scariest one there
four endless minutes

just wait for the hate
evade everything that’s bad
orchestrate the plans

ill be callin ya
my foolish flip flop feelings
get in line sonnie

pardon the bad vibes
casualties of learning things
hanging objects spin

kick it back with it
the furthest from indecent
jump out the window

shake violent dreams
unimaginable cusp
curate ideas

let go who’s watching
pressurized impatient flow
cap it off again

words give it up
it’s impossible to mean it
amen to that one

aint being envy
chemical preoccupied
we let the light down

transient cough off
maternal disposition
no one to sneak from

sway of the chorus
crystalline holes in my hands
keep the doors for us

over the archway
pale photons trickle patterns
stare unerringly

reflected image
the minutes and the madness
people with questions

sprawled out in wonder
that talk meant a lot to me
laying on the ground

I think I believe
for lack of reason not to
it’s a funny thought

entertain-less doubt
between the places and times
sand sifts and drifts up

ink on the brain line
follicles regenerate
forces of sound daze

control twitches off
under appreciated
living in the first

my change was a lie
mathematical dry ground
knew this would happen

pendulous resolve
culminating in nothing
full fledged slow motion

i’m only eager
decide what it’s worth to me
even transmute guilt

I choke myself up
welcome back to 7th grade
not quite what I meant

glorified in mind
it really was a good time
1/3rd psychosis

stream of sustenance
retract my frozen tendrils
circles in her eyes

wasted it again
this box can be my portal
it was nice to hear

did you get my call
attempted telepathy
maybe if it stays

a double surprise
I got both your hidden notes
sharpest pain of joy

shine the listless shell
push your things toward fruition
scare the outsiders

my vague metaphors
will anyone spend the time
scanning the unclear

the notion of frown
coughing and staring at you
down around the town

gone and ruined lives
all these songs are dead to me
strength dissolves in salt

overloaded eyes
wasn’t supposed to happen
no one will be there

dreaded waking pains
crippling holes in my core
taunting dreams of light

it doesn’t make sense
I feel everything at once
clarity pictures

walking down the street
the arms intertwine away
tripping on the cracks

the moments of bliss
raising my standards higher
understanding talks

up until this point
everything was straight forward
an untrodden youth

inexperience
I have yet to learn coping
my age deceives me

hanging underneath
together we can fathom
endless emptiness

I’ll pretend you’re here
sitting by the windowsill
thinking on the train

sprinklers on my ear
caress of  genuine pull
so many smiles

simplified further
walking ’round parking structures
sipping on pure joy

the ease of life’s blithe
crushing caps and writing ‘kus
island of sheen light

one under my belt
lack of physical presence
walk backwards on me

visual pleasure
ties to feelings you don’t feel
biological

musky glass bottle
the stars shouldn’t be alone
a network of strings

butcher paper scrawls
pathological networks
a note to yourself

a room full of thoughts
closest to the inside realm
mutual face glance

blank sleep around us
unity of the senses
the need for the new

boundless shell of life
exploration enshrouding
a sky in your mind

under the sink soup
incestuous melody
life sucks, don’t blow it

you have been chosen
make ups, break ups, and wake ups
i just want more times

private property
go ahead and tase me bro
kill me over it

give me an excuse
another way to blow out
you know I’m so prone

you know what space tree
i think i’ll sell people lies
that’ll do the trick

it’s really something
when you finally decide
life is all your fault

dont feel like skating
cant think up a good haiku
is death by fire points

I am become Vince
eating my starburst slowly
it bursts, like a star

hands made of oil
blasted with radiation
heat the sleeping sack

I thought I’d forget
my wasted time turned to gold
both of you should know

my selfish action
I wish I could regret them
but they feel so great

all of the top three
in natural habitat
are golden and wet

liquid breezy things
the cleanest vision of eyes
small annoyances

the pleasure in time
it was never known til now
and still it’s fleeting

an obsolete feel
the first time in a long time
revisiting my head space

intertwining crust
rumble a clean one this time
relax a second

is growth even real
the relative perspective
constantly changing

never within reach
it will be what it wasn’t
we will never know

placidity tree
upward and outward in reach
dangling fractals

drag me round and round
in joyous nectar feeding
emotion response

there are certain thoughts
that penetrate thinking fields
flow around my brain

it’s good that I can’t
understanding alludes me
to sit and to smile

the dirt siblings sesh
shrapnel glitters in the sky
isolated snap

crawl all over me
disoriented pain sprawl
roll back down the hill

a thrashed up death vibe
audible trailer park hell
iodine handshake

seesaw buddy pack
chime in around noodle love
I see through your face

my tensed up brain wire
sends indescribable fear
preventing goods sent

intangible words
try and keep the sky open
I’ll invent my own

get a good result
substitute reality
everything you want

pearsonville raceway
meaningless satellite dish
morse code echos up

rewired synapse
punctured exoskeleton
thorax fluid leak

amber and sydney
your medical conditions
volcano wizard

everywhere you go
the problems will melt away
rainbow pool swim fest

mono lake’s on fire
drive forever together
coolest ten year old

don’t question your feels
retrospective obsession
fake constellations

rocks made of sponge dust
meursault’s murder holocaust
caught in the slip stream

pink bleach clouds churning
fire on the horizon
beta tendencies

the side of the road
a crater in the dust fields
pictures of the dead

roll with it sonny
lay down your favorite stuff bro
we can hang around

chill serious hard
think you gotta lax you mind
goals make it uptight

set your mind to it
don’t let your head ruin it
scribble your hopes down

tonight’s enigma
take a step back and get real
fill it to the brim

the chance to get dead
inappropriate response
I stare at the ground

then we get that far
all of everything in arms
lay down and think hard

a lifetime trade-off
spent physical for mental
the best decision

I couldn’t tell him
communication is hard
we’ll fix it in post

time melts everything
uncharacterizable
strangers passing by

live up to your words
embarrassed to be sorry
I guess we all are

this one’s straight to tape
public transit’s common eye
insanity creeps

where you want to go?
samplers on the closet’s shelf
washed all over her

backbone of deceit
evading lies of your life
always relevant

shrapnel scratched the brim
pray your mindset doesn’t change
hold heads of the edge

wobble graze meltdown
keep your hair wet when you’re down
rinse the speckles down

sun and photons keep
rotation among the stars
astral bodies laugh

imprint of the eyes
ill social preconceptions
natural order

fuck with the logic
invent a new way to die
vertical crawling

stay presentable
kick the shit into their face
communicate bold

hiss and crackles near
whatever matters to you
is all that is real

never leave my ears
we will collide with our flaws
my dreams and nightmares

air open your bad
car accident prediction
meet me at halfway

winners streak cut short
all the bragging rights revoked
are there hills to cruise

pitted stomach lurch
it truly is a sickness
free time lets it in

unanimous thought
collective information
hazy overture

a pale lost dancer
whispering doubt into webs
with a heart of shale

arrangements of stone
clear the moss off the water
spin your mind away

I mean what you say
time can turn in your favor
always stay golden

aside but not gone
waiting in the sidewalk light
head down and arms out

the land possessor’s
perpetual day labor
worth every wrinkle

existence is thoughts
memory encompasses
she died months ago

porcelain antiques
burn all your dusty dollars
square furnace out back

you aren’t what you want
ghosts of the worshiped fake tales
extinct angelic

breaded by hand high
needle in a camel’s eye
will you ever die?

all skin is melting
12 unnecessary sheets
pillow filled with grease

all the fruitless years
desire for ownership
you wont have the time

collections of  cups
is anyone not tripping
smoke a pipe of strife

practice to perfect
mental breakdown in the car
never felt so clean

remember to be
bouncing off the walls screaming
scare the parents off

give me my daysdya
your laughing is my trigger
midnight somersaults

raking in the points
under melting christmas lights
we can feel the walls

what causes brain pain
misfiring connections
electric iris

snippet of runway
edging out a clod mesa
drowned out with humming

all of the phases
blur and distance perspective
at a loss for words

emotions on loop
new guy’s throwing me curve balls
how cryptic is it

get my mind off it
the cliche is so played out
I’ll see you in space

the portable hug
everything I do for two
we should aggregate

mushing in the sap
focus center drifting back
enshrouded blackness

now as was before
hidden communication
the truth through time zones

dream of a moron
concepts of pure fantasy
puncture the light screen

lulled by the black god
the idea of laughter
enough to procure

gravity wanted
I almost let him win me
giggling pains rise

harder to explain
child solider in the room
banging on the walls

the plans be changing
we could make the times happen
more often than not

you decide if I
the daysdya all upon me
throw it into rinse

once I heard the name
the past ten days can’t top it
Julian, CA

all this shit is gold
it was inevitable
art trades from the past

to be seen as fools
the parks are all that there was
only now that’s seen

a hidden grotto
gems are worthless on their own
only shiny studs

to kick and to run
surround myself with black noise
slowly blossoming

stevie will be me
I wish to wash persona
jonas knows whats up

homie; wontcha fly?
I just wonder why sometimes
sounds like breakin ice

silent on the hill
clamp my teeth on the table
silent in my mind

I can’t think a thing
I’m trapped inside this feeling
it feels good, i guess

I’m in it right now
how long can I make this last
george grows epic sludge

rad jazz for class acts
ignoring any meaning
is this dangerous

crass facts for mad slacks
it said ‘how could you complain’
I’m alright by me

I’m going back in
when you can’t get new insight
it’s probably time

all systems running
artifacts of past efforts
designed to produce

was it worth the time
days spent lying on my floor
spicoli is free

I’m burrowing down
engaged in wasteful living
by someone’s standards

will devin be dead
all I know is, he’s got voice
that boy’s got a mouth

in times of dying
what am I supposed to do
this death will be slow

almost like the womb
haikus hate americans
laying it on thick

limitless in scope
it don’t ask for no answers
it just watches me

influencing not
touching by implication
too stark to avoid

turn your flashlight off
theres still something to be said
for chaos theory

feelings specific
very ultra rare moments
unforced enjoyment

isnt how it is
but what if I walked blindly
laughing in pitch black

fragmented somehow
prepositions I gave up
for like two seconds

gone independent
whats the way I want to live
and is it right now

it was more than warm
inclination to return
but not in that way

everything so pure
shining on through jealous stare
infinite happy

dream in sound kisses
a crazy spinning sky twist
me and random chick

that is what’s what man
melt the parking lot with love
crash the frisbee club

retribution heart
the super golden smooth face
burn all the things up

calories for sale
shits done like yesterdays lunch
gold night sweat glitters

whenever you feel
whenever you get your glow
whenever you need

time is everything
we could hangout in clap land
build create and look

cereal heaven
subtle differences align
appreciate it

my fruit sugar hug
lasted all throughout my life
it never grew old

I watched it become
and it became everything
it is all I love

skateboard friendly friend
I ride the pyre of joy
join in for descent

everything is free
when you truly do not care
absolved of all feel

the end of the day
can you say you feel alright
it all just started