pour wax everyday
fragrant lifestyle choices
groom your son for war
Author: lemonfacer
memory landfill
snow pack of turmoil
i wait to suck from da stream
latent joy stays cold
growing foreign pains
fools addicting loneliness
house broken world view
sterilize your dreams
keep your sketches locked away
stalemate boredom year
normies in disgust
reminded of pipedreams past
soured expectations
all discomfort cleared
serotonin text message
piece of shit meme life
soul on life support
no pity for dying lies
malignant cash flow
big boy bug squisher
emotional centrifuge
comfortable death
YEAR OF BORING
NONSENSE LEGO WORLD
FANTASY FALLEN APART
ONLY COOL TO YOU
ancient behavior
forgot to wake up
dreading one more illusion
I scrape up pieces
sphere of influence
running laps along the walls
too small to get fit
numbers shift as planned
as I peel a sheet of skin
time crumbles away
raw blue destructoid
zoomin through cow town
white noise filling up the car
talking in circles
sifting awareness
authentic thoughts of silence
kiss from a true friend
witness the glory
brother eaten by the fog
reborn from trash bags
ravaged and alive
spores splurting out his eyeballs
body turned to sand
took a tar pit dip
females blossom from the goop
cry in harmony
sweltering palate
pixie cut puzzle pieces
strung out on orange
dimming dreams recalled
brutal concrete conqueror
full focus flashback
magnets of the soul
ricochet color feelings
complicated corpse
electron wizard
bound inside his prism of flesh
too scared to decide
raw blue destructoid
searching for forbidden fears
desperate to die
dainty dawn strangers
calm communication chords
wreckage of regret
social scientist
equalizing in the shade
adrifting onward
landfill in my heart
decaying methane passion
set ablaze again
complimentary fruit punch
stimulation juice
whiny baby not-man child
straight up compliance
future woods party
mumblings of hardwired escapes
social felony
finite useless blogs
ex-fratboy index prefix
naked cubicle
lifestyle connoisseur
sacrificial grey matter
far left room service
pure belly pot snot
duitful weekend danger
well earned PTO
one day of haunting
presented by hot cheetos
gameshark arena
time has passed its gas
poor people line the dirt curb
benign wasabi
routine stretch circuit
candle lit wine bath folly
mind reading blade boys
life aint pay to win
jhonny don’t care bout your hair
microtransfractions
the struggle avoids
rearranging nothingness
puzzles for pennies
everything he does
is to pay for great grandkid’s
scooba dive lessons
alien molemen
bottomless perversion pits
found by spaceman spiff
pandas that won’t fuck
unsuccessful lonesome spawn
2.4 babies
I got two paychecks
100 dang 60 hours
each was worth the same
chrunching the numbers
balance being busy bored
just the last few secs
glassy eyed khakis
weekly investment update
torn cuticle nag
sum of all my parts
prime mystery equation
approaching limits
purple tax brackets
fraught labor before midday
esta en todo
new seniority
silicon pussy magnet
open palm assers
thinkin o’ the grills
lyin weirdo peepee breath
sprawling bus stop nudes
nondescript sweatshirt burbs
female vocalist
compulsively avoiding
all recognition
casual bullshit
menstrual scapegoat on her breath
camming from prison
information wins
wedlock binding emotions
retard kid got birthed
from the other life
all decisions got remade
in mass agreement
dirt filled stereo
phosphorus lined cavities
6 bucks spent a day
low expectations
basic needs bleed toward boredom
no better than dad
entertainment sustainment
conglomerate self
bringing back burners to life
mainframe put aside
losing bro control
swagged out by the near and far
cellulite tattoo
sold out pros n cons
maturity in excess
structure of the ghost
edging obsession
right down to my dna
encrypted feelings
hobbies sold for scraps
life hinging on a haircut
hormones held hostage
glands enshrined by flesh
flow free within addiction
seal the tank for now
? and Nabokov
now more than ever
intimacy with strangers
kills through the absorb
ishtar deity
signed me up for summer camp
too late for remorse
here is a rapper
there goes the boring window
out and without prost
vomit that dried between the buttons on my cellphone
along with the vom
these were found in my mobile
now I witness me:
“fisting down the night
isolation power walk
none one else but me
sweating out chit chat
car sick stir crazy piss bag
Baileys on me breath
missed out on doz cuffs
i guess i knew that couple?
only eye contact
where making money
none of my pals could make it
gotta love a check
tell me if it’s hot
aint people sleep here either
libido numbing
idiot arrest
top bunk fat fuck perfumer
no more hugo please
quasi arousal
the old world owes me a beer
winding off sheer edge
30 year slumber
logged out pine trim costume lights
stuck in power stance”
all things considered
coherent for a blackout
minus the typos