memory landfill

snow pack of turmoil
i wait to suck from da stream
latent joy stays cold

growing foreign pains
fools addicting loneliness
house broken world view

sterilize your dreams
keep your sketches locked away
stalemate boredom year

normies in disgust
reminded of pipedreams past
soured expectations

all discomfort cleared
serotonin text message
piece of shit meme life

soul on life support
no pity for dying lies
malignant cash flow

big boy bug squisher
emotional centrifuge
comfortable death

raw blue destructoid

zoomin through cow town
white noise filling up the car
talking in circles

sifting awareness
authentic thoughts of silence
kiss from a true friend

witness the glory
brother eaten by the fog
reborn from trash bags

ravaged and alive
spores splurting out his eyeballs
body turned to sand

took a tar pit dip
females blossom from the goop
cry in harmony

sweltering palate
pixie cut puzzle pieces
strung out on orange

dimming dreams recalled
brutal concrete conqueror
full focus flashback

magnets of the soul
ricochet color feelings
complicated corpse

electron wizard
bound inside his prism of flesh
too scared to decide

raw blue destructoid
searching for forbidden fears
desperate to die

dainty dawn strangers
calm communication chords
wreckage of regret

social scientist
equalizing in the shade
adrifting onward

landfill in my heart
decaying methane passion
set ablaze again

complimentary fruit punch

stimulation juice
whiny baby not-man child
straight up compliance

future woods party
mumblings of hardwired escapes
social felony

finite useless blogs
ex-fratboy index prefix
naked cubicle

lifestyle connoisseur
sacrificial grey matter
far left room service

pure belly pot snot
duitful weekend danger
well earned PTO

one day of haunting
presented by hot cheetos
gameshark arena

time has passed its gas
poor people line the dirt curb
benign wasabi

routine stretch circuit
candle lit wine bath folly
mind reading blade boys

life aint pay to win
jhonny don’t care bout your hair
microtransfractions

the struggle avoids
rearranging nothingness
puzzles for pennies

everything he does
is to pay for great grandkid’s
scooba dive lessons

alien molemen
bottomless perversion pits
found by spaceman spiff

pandas that won’t fuck
unsuccessful lonesome spawn
2.4 babies

I got two paychecks
100 dang 60 hours
each was worth the same

chrunching the numbers
balance being busy bored
just the last few secs

glassy eyed khakis
weekly investment update
torn cuticle nag

sum of all my parts
prime mystery equation
approaching limits

purple tax brackets
fraught labor before midday
esta en todo

new seniority
silicon pussy magnet
open palm assers

thinkin o’ the grills
lyin weirdo peepee breath
sprawling bus stop nudes

nondescript sweatshirt burbs

female vocalist
compulsively avoiding
all recognition

casual bullshit
menstrual scapegoat on her breath
camming from prison

information wins
wedlock binding emotions
retard kid got birthed

from the other life
all decisions got remade
in mass agreement

dirt filled stereo
phosphorus lined cavities
6 bucks spent a day

low expectations
basic needs bleed toward boredom
no better than dad

entertainment sustainment

conglomerate self
bringing back burners to life
mainframe put aside

losing bro control
swagged out by the near and far
cellulite tattoo

sold out pros n cons
maturity in excess
structure of the ghost

edging obsession
right down to my dna
encrypted feelings

hobbies sold for scraps
life hinging on a haircut
hormones held hostage

glands enshrined by flesh
flow free within addiction
seal the tank for now

vomit that dried between the buttons on my cellphone

along with the vom
these were found in my mobile
now I witness me:

“fisting down the night
isolation power walk
none one else but me

sweating out chit chat
car sick stir crazy piss bag
Baileys on me breath

missed out on doz cuffs
i guess i knew that couple?
only eye contact

where making money
none of my pals could make it
gotta love a check

tell me if it’s hot
aint people sleep here either
libido numbing

idiot arrest
top bunk fat fuck perfumer
no more hugo please

quasi arousal
the old world owes me a beer
winding off sheer edge

30 year slumber
logged out pine trim costume lights
stuck in power stance”

all things considered
coherent for a blackout
minus the typos