lap 199

reached no conclusions
a valuable waste of time
further from the truth

flash photo dark knot
abstract toes in my slippies
human waste story

helicopter blade
keep me breathing through the night
mailing out kisses

image of a friend
I don’t wanna seem that way
react poor no more

lucid blooming walk
get these cuties out the house
self ashamed no more

post continental
somewhere with bouncy balls
maybe sweaty too

7 Eccles street

urban happiness
sapping goat’s milk from the trees
biking through the fields

working for nothing
loogie out her inner ear
fika on the stumps

golden off the leash
narcissist in G minor
go round ground hallow

lusting lost lovers
sins on sins in wasted sheets
amoeba crotch stains

stupor acid rack
rice pudding and precious stones
aquarianos

you’ll never be right
expect things will stay the same
live life anyways

kept hearing humans
big fat grey and spread above
speckled horizon

meaning off wander
thicker into the distant
all fours surrounded

happened to my mouth
caught jellies with your daughter
even less than that

sweetie missed her flight
through softest scottish moaning
blades glazed the nostrils

genuine invite
laced with hopeful fantasies
not too changing life

dreams of sober feel
not the same as different
truth has surfaces

do I drunken live
wandering Bloom’s intestines
for the greater good

fuck smell off jaiken
44 the new report
playing in the sludge

anyway lookit
high ho the Daley oh no
whiskey for the dame

try’na get respect
self imposed diaspora
new broken arts club

back in the day

holy artifacts
beyond the point of meaning
echo wasted years

dragged into the trench
he really caught a big one
moody little shit

rural happiness
five or six kinds of cookies
murder on the news

little fishy flop
addicted to the struggle
I go up da stream

mysterious shapes
paddle to the island shore
summer snack pack gut

mainland under haze
further longer broader pack
there aint no endgame

nonsecure units
painful pleasure hexagons
order rearranged

no happy ending
investing in addiction
cold soul locked outside

tipping point of youth
faking for the photograph
sick of these circles

tar in my arm hair
reaping ignorant rewards
sand dipped cracker crunch

cancer at sixty
wind-powered water filter
two kids in the pod

alone at a place
fortold by the RNG
worth it, probably

Super Fucking Really Really

sweet kiss holy shit
grip that oppertunity
taste that irish tongue

aint no time for moods
nope nope nope that KFC
lie time is my time

American crust
a block of cheese spread eagle
pick and choose the past

could have had a few
drown that pus in absinthe shots
se la fucking vi

jinshan will be real
right after sunday hot wings
think I’m gettin good

how long where and when?
I should have took those truffles
mexaboy got moves

Praha late kebap
will die a flower child’s death
over Dover cliff

Get Going Getting Gone 

spiders bite the palm
flowers grow out of the well
nimbus cruise on top

adolescent lake
alcoholic applesause
he’ll kiss anyone

no understanding
not so extraordinary
of what we feel most

crammed mixed split and pressed
bodies live a life their own
trapped in giggle time

this compared to what?
pass the gun to someone else
we can’t leave him be

I can hear a hum
“Zombie” by the cranberries
some random french girl

we won’t miss the waves
smeared over those memories
something to regret

nothing’s wrong with light
introspective tequilla
waste what you can’t spend

LLP

the sane reaction
a byproduct of presets
pomegranate flow

warping stay-away
kelvin horizon wobbles
searing seat-belt clips

off in the distance
korean step moms kiss me
now back to you, chuck

between her fingies
a pumpkin cookie crumbles
why would you smoosh that?

static

recycle comforts
watch them collapse in your hand
vomit excuses

never really get
be so desperately safe
waiting for nothing

later’s not better
later’s never even real
we just want it so

the something silly
we’re all in our own comas
just as we’d like it

analyzed patterns
addiction is powerful
it maps out failures

degeneration
instant versus gradual
each can have it’s own

a static cripple
change kept the things relevant
ironed out wrinkles

between flesh and tiles
those private conversations
happened already

feed us answers

protozoa clumps
in alphanumeric lines
squirming over film

isomeric shots
androgynous vocal swill
gained through osmosis

randomized combos
of unlimited outcome
systematic loops

slipstreams of data
automated assessment
deserted buildings

numbers set, hands shook
vertical integration
up across the board

welcome to your seat
would you like a beverage
take your mind off things

don’t think of the cracks
ignore the lapse in logic
we’re to be trusted

desperately safe

cross it off the list
maintain effort and focus
anti-indulgent

endless vigilance
needless self deprecation
all risk no reward

my eyez on da prize
ambiguous happiness
recognize barely

double dead end fork
narrow it down to pure shit
lock them in your mind

never do either
glorified 50/50
softly kills the both

psychosomatic
pre-subconscious decisions
post applied meanings

accomplishment wall
all encompassing aspects
over everything

here’s an idea
just stop thinking about it
do impossible