bed in living room
fallen on medium times
permadeath hypetrain
develop headaches
sleep till I can’t sleep no more
get sore laying down
investing in me
was a colossal misplay
I have no future
I don’t believe that
leaving the house could lead to
anything worthwhile
how hard is it to
find other losers to play
video games with
no one gives a shit
make art that will be seen by
no one except me
no I love huge clits
I just hate yours because it’s
YOURS and I hate YOU
I hope everyone
who doesn’t like me gets killed
ow ow ow my head
arson compromise
police department soiree
prosthetic foreskin
waylaid guinea pigs
hit the green chile hard cap
instant autoban
tfw minecraft
gave zoomers a cube fetish
wow, science is cool
She won’t talk to me
“And how does that make you feel?”
sad. and unhappy
i’m really tired of
my anxiety being
proven justified
i’m sad you’re not here
i write poems, embarrassed
show them to no one
contemptuous fucks
fling 9th dimensional shit
piss bitch paradigms
in the space where things
used to happen, i sit &
wait until I die
can’t make myself live
so i’m perfectly content
to twiddle my thumbs
in these shitty ruins
till I crumble to dust
like a silly bitch
“ya can’t fix stupid”
cigarette elemental
soft dick and hard nips
tom green party dream
his friends are all super wierd
he was just normal
at night, the fan blows
hallucinate audio
of wind instruments
I watch videos
of other people’s vivid
imaginations
want what you can’t have
attraction is not a choice
have what you can’t want
not enough enough
not optioned for head scratches
this shit fucking sucks
relate in bad faith
Kalamazoo switcheroo
too busy to care
the beach episode
extremely sleepy cuddles
were somehow lacking
find someone like you
identical in all ways
ultra hateable
lesbians protest
joe biden scissoring scene
in full riot gear
mommy v. daddy
clandestine rhinoplasty
my head fucking hurts
I’ve been negligent
youtube keeps recommending
lewd v-tuber clips
leave my cares behind
forget everything I learned
wait my turn to die
mind map my failures
necrophilia shindig
heroin colleagues
big wiener big sads
undefeated champion
of saturday school
I sentence you to
having no will to live or
strength to kill yourself
artlessly destroy
another friendship of mine
I have no comment
no one to cuddle
or tell me how their day went
this fucking sucks shit
“Important” to you
Just not enough to warrant
spending time with me
“Important” to me
but I don’t lift a finger
to do anything
I want to have hope
but life experience has
beat it out of me
the risk management
excellence award goes to
you, you big coward
shreds of scraps of bits
of things that make life worth it
this is so stupid
been a while since I
had this much trouble sleeping
perfect murder dream
the world is ending
and I didn’t satisfy
my meat mind in time
motherly assjob
even wizards have birthdays
no one cares it’s rigged
feign divinity
theoretical true shoe
i can breathe for miles
I could never get
carrotless motivation
to work properly
court-ordered rimjob
peace love unity respect
you lopsided bitch
try to hold onto
a 10 second moment for
the rest of your life
“to resist despair
is what it means to be free”
and I can’t resist
forgive and forget
though the problems cause by this
never go away
never tie my shoes
fantasy of making sense
dissolve every dream
take all the best pills
i’m literally this close
to falling asleep
furloughed booty call
pee pee poo poo end my life
sense of belonging
this isn’t a joke
kill me kill me kill me please
excellent headache
I don’t want to do
anything ever again
unfortunately