things that didn’t happen

a roll in the hay
temporarily perfect
in with the slow strings

every time you smile
it feels good to be alive
and heaven is real

fuck in the ballpit
you’ll always be my hero
photopoetry

learn to trust again
approaching infinity
“blow bubbles with me”

gothic cathedrals
wish you were here to see this
intersecting highs

limp through the wreckage
wearing a hawaiian shirt
velvet bazooka

unpaid vacation
sent to live with grandma
this isn’t goodbye

fall asleep alone
torn up like toilet tissue
free spirit beatdown

dawn of a new age
try but it isn’t the same
i can cry to this

reach into the strange
bite off more than I could chew
slam into the ground

“what are you wearing”
full coconut plate armor
get out of my way

counterfeit pussy
this wasn’t part of the plan
salad suicide

no gods, no masters
the highs cancel out the lows
wasted final days

red rover cheat codes
biological killswitch
botch the synthesis

soul pornography
4-dimensional priesthood
spacetime fanfiction

with her jacket on
I strain, but the memory
slips away again

anime ending
leave without saying goodbye
it’s better this way

fail to stay awake
holographic confusion
fail to fall asleep

failure in paris
wow, what the fuck was that shit
failure in berlin

fail to live a life
get pushed out of the gene pool
fail to kill myself

when you remember
things people say don’t matter
cheap landscape paintings

pure of heart

OPEN THE CAR DOOR
VOMIT ONTO THE ASPHALT
WALK IN AND CLOCK IN

GET BACK HOME FROM WORK
UNZIP AND PEE IN THE SINK
DON’T WIPE UP THE DROPS

THERE ARE NO CLEAN PLATES
WATCH CARTOONS MADE FOR CHILDREN
EAT POTATO CHIPS

SORT MY PORN FOLDER
CUM FOR THE THIRD TIME TODAY
TO REALLY WIERD SHIT

UNFOLDED CLEAN CLOTHES
ATOP THE WASHING MACHINE
FOR A SECOND WEEK

I’M BARELY AWAKE
AND I HAVEN’T BRUSHED MY TEETH
CAN’T GET OUT OF BED

BLOW MY NOSE AND SPIT
IN THE FOLDS OF MY BLANKET
FALL ASLEEP IN IT

berlin heart

oceanica
submerge yourself in parsley
sword tutorials

they end up fucking
tomorrow is gonna suck
ask me how I know

psychocandyass
I think I’ll stay in the tank
commemoration

wasn’t invited
that fucked me up even more
kindergardeners

cycle stimulants
extracurricular naps
make my bed sorta

nicotine meat stick
black ice crustacean commune
optional cutscene

donuts in reverse
annie in shoes of whole milk
remade in metal

see you at the bar
give and get a hug from you
how are things? you say

I’m fine, how are you?
cereal experiments
you’re never online

impossible feeling

okay here i go
seven minutes in heaven
meme factorials

black mold caretaker
forthwith the milking gases
gummi jewelry

corn crust pier anchor
plastic coated crystal cove
bumbling simpleton

mango moth nightstand
preteen burning ink one-piece
caustic meteor

beatbox the atom
glitch through into the next room
file for home baseline

bleaching the braincells
trading sporks with zero hour
moonstone monolith

green hill rendezvous
freefeel dreamboat mcfuckgod
runny sunny eggs

run out of your meds
at the worst possible time
public beach freakout

become chaotic
sillier & sillier
and more serious