get torn

running in circles
being what you remembered
one stupid omen

terminal down time
what I can tell about you
from what it looked like

on daily standards
glowing neon through the fog
passed me a fruit comb

creep on shade daunting
closed to the concept of it
we could live without

have and you haven’t
rediscovering new things
on grounds of the past

mystified moonlight
crispy night air flows freely
down and around us

twinge on internal
somewhere a nerve is crying
tears of beloved

childhood treehouse
cautious steps of learning minds
spaceship sails fly high

refuse attendance
don’t humor the idea
sad to disappoint

vision is my air
wishing you always felt it
divides in the tides

sought after built up
the simplest idea
finally brought life

absence is it all
reverting deep memories
clearing the soul’s slate

that was all it took
make amends with forgetting
slosh around the room

one with the true goon
rock silly sleepless birds home
preserve amnesia

when kinship’s  needed
I’ll be sitting on the couch
laughing at the words

distraught by time’s games
thirty seven and counting
let it all sketch out

record time soul aches
why you gotta be like that
questions lack answers

engage the dwelling
depressive euphoria
moving toward extremes

pumped out positive
still better than average
weed out negative

aftermath relic
anticipate crazy days
curious notions

the scariest things
ill hovers onto physique
plaguing emotions

follow the bad dreams
when they’re all about yourself
introspective cull