I don’t know but not this

fountains to the sky
come up from the red ocean
sore feet on warm sands

stand beneath dim suns
and before liquid angels
cry in the starshine

the time of your life
come home and we all missed you
wake up from the dream

oily jimmy frowns
carries me all the way home
he’s my one true friend

inside the goth club
90’s rave retrospective
pain pill melody

disgustingly drunk
dancing under strobe lights with
heavenly goth sluts

thrashing the cosmos
new love from the future witch
I cannot be stopped

visit split timelines
together we were a song
smile with tears and leave

hideous fuckface
undie in the molten synths
swing on the swingset

celestial machine

HOLD BACK A HUGE SHIT
IT’S BEEN IN YOUR BUTT FOR WEEKS
NOW THE TIME HAS COME

LOCKED OUT OF THE HOUSE
MAKE A BREAK FOR THE BUSHES
IN THE POURING RAIN

SQUAT DOWN IN THE MUD
SWEET RELEASE IS HERE AT LAST
GET STRUCK BY LIGHTNING

FAMILIAR FEELING
FINISH LIVING EVERY LIFE
YOUR TURN TO GO HOME

WALK THE HOLY MILE
GEMSTONES IN A BRIGHT GREY SKY
GOLD ROMAN COLUMNS

APPROACH THE THICK FOG
PUSH THROUGH AND CLIMB THE BLACK STAIRS
BREATHE WITH YOUR EYES CLOSED

KRYPTONITE NIXON
LIVE AT THE NECROPOLIS
REST IN ECSTASY

even on days like this

I had just assumed
there was something more to life
keen sense of sadness

get ready for bed
listen to my tinnitus
excited to sleep

struggle for nothing
live the same trash everyday
never overcome

face down on the floor
under a pile of regrets
fuck it, i give up

toothless chinese man
pointing and laughing at me
in the parking lot

fuccboi’s lament

get crushed like a leaf
more than i’d like to admit
i’ll get em’ next time

ache for affection
grow old with a broken heart
welcome to the club

it was worth a shot
a memory, clear, vivid
this, i’ll always have

wait under the bridge
walk home from school with your friends
everybody’s free

go on without me
i’ll be home in time for tea
double finger guns

raw blue destructoid

zoomin through cow town
white noise filling up the car
talking in circles

sifting awareness
authentic thoughts of silence
kiss from a true friend

witness the glory
brother eaten by the fog
reborn from trash bags

ravaged and alive
spores splurting out his eyeballs
body turned to sand

took a tar pit dip
females blossom from the goop
cry in harmony

sweltering palate
pixie cut puzzle pieces
strung out on orange

dimming dreams recalled
brutal concrete conqueror
full focus flashback

magnets of the soul
ricochet color feelings
complicated corpse

electron wizard
bound inside his prism of flesh
too scared to decide

raw blue destructoid
searching for forbidden fears
desperate to die

dainty dawn strangers
calm communication chords
wreckage of regret

social scientist
equalizing in the shade
adrifting onward

landfill in my heart
decaying methane passion
set ablaze again