spiders bite the palm
flowers grow out of the well
nimbus cruise on top

adolescent lake
alcoholic applesause
he’ll kiss anyone

no understanding
not so extraordinary
of what we feel most

crammed mixed split and pressed
bodies live a life their own
trapped in giggle time

this compared to what?
pass the gun to someone else
we can’t leave him be

I can hear a hum
“Zombie” by the cranberries
some random french girl

we won’t miss the waves
smeared over those memories
something to regret

nothing’s wrong with light
introspective tequilla
waste what you can’t spend

crawling down the stairs
perplexingly excellent
leave me to the task

cinders burn and fade
by the fire pit in the field
camping trip hookup

in an empty room
eating the carpet piecemeal
inching down the wall

abandoning others
and then getting abandoned
assessing your worth

buried six feet deep
eaten by thousands of worms
shitted into dirt

swamp man arms hold you
complicated unicorns
guessing the outcome

breathe metallic air
sit beside the musty chair
fall in love with blood

cross examine me
there’s nothing wrong with my dong
the verdict is in

low quality life
disappointment forever
hate my guilty self

in flying machine
catapulting past my dreams
endless waterslide

continuously
getting manipulated
by my loneliness

exiting the room
cause you remembered that thing
hairy mountain bees

super 8 vision
elephantine sasskatoons
towering, lurching

creamlord piggybank
diarrhea in my mouth
tactical hotdog

beset on all sides
cinematic ultralove
seeps fills floods ruins

constituent parts
originality priest
friend to plastic bags

portal opens up
archetypal future girl
asian with red hair

“you’re fucking it up”
tapioca overbite
lean meat ass party

sadly simpleton
campbells chunky clusterfuck
noodling till death

conscientious sin
hyperbolic time chamber
useless heart of bone

torrid waste of time
train in the gravity room
fruitless but divine

wet fart sound poop noise
rats scuttle through the puddles
wastewater ripples

all out of nonsense
nothing of value was lost
shit in a circle

no longer helpful
legitimately distressed
bring the cheese to me

falling forever
bad person competition
3-time champion

rainbow enjoyers
completed the hyperloop
any sci-fi trope

chili dog meltdown
last days as a parasite
hopeless teenager

no judgement output
imagining stuff so cool
it makes my chest ache

permanent envy
how could I ever get that
and keep a future

trail mix in the snow
infinite infinities
and your shitty slice

plan negative d
escape pod to mexico
master janitor

cry by candlelight
leave yourself all by yourself
to fend for yourself

jesus nightrider
follow yourself into caves
drink meteor juice

real life nightmare sads
multidimensional sads
infinity sads

sads for your mistakes
sads for all you that dream of
which can never be

under desert moon
there was a sanctuary
full of heated pools

big day tomorrow
but I’m just floating around
getting raisiny

monks in the mountains
meditating everyday
doing chores in zen

work eating your time
feeling mostly emptiness
living only once

do this your whole life
to retire at 65
with how much time left

distraction addict
I dreamt I was good enough
bed that makes itself

crumple underneath
your own pathetic issues
live in pain and fear

steal and borrow joy
mistletoe fuckpit meet cute
nothing to report

I said all the things
I wasn’t supposed to say
because I was drunk

by speckled sidewalk
I travel the colorscape
death not far behind

I watch as it changes
kaleidescopic melting
twisting and throbbing

I proceed, haunted
for our only universe
I had done little

Just kissing kittens.
Missing mittens cold smitten
Single tear i swaer

real human being
I died to attack real life
It is what it is

nothing is promised
all things must come to an end
nicholas johnson

EVERY TOUCH WAS FLESH
TIGHT UP AGAINST AND KISSING
SOFT AND WARM INSIDE

EVERY THOUGHT WAS FUCK
SPACE STATION SINKING IN FIRE
CAN’T SEE THROUGH THE BLOOD

EVERY FEEL WAS GLANDS
TO FIND OUT IT MEANT NOTHING
TORRENTIAL NIGHTMARES

STANDING ON THE STREET
DISCONNECTED AND ALONE
BLOWING IN THE WIND

ALL’S WELL THAT ENDS WELL
WHEN DEATH COMES, I WILL SWALLOW
RISE TO MEET THE PAIN

the sane reaction
a byproduct of presets
pomegranate flow

warping stay-away
kelvin horizon wobbles
searing seat-belt clips

off in the distance
korean step moms kiss me
now back to you, chuck

between her fingies
a pumpkin cookie crumbles
why would you smoosh that?