depression is ghey
escape the tragic mindset
stop being a bitch

burdened by all else
clarity finally struck through
fun lives vacations

either blankets or
oversimplifications
try to understand

trapped by youth feelings
my juvenile tendencies
never let me down

each time feels anew
perhaps blessings in disguise
debatably great

just to face a face
and witness the morphing  mask
can still bring me back

never negative
just not as nice as I like
white my windowsill

bypassed freedom life
excuses whine high pitched notes
problem-less come forth

make something to solve
only one beneath body
distractions are key

jaded leisurely
my complaints hold no tonnage
rings and skin rashes

it was so easy
trouble never came my way
paper perfect kid

tiny knuckle hairs
airy,  illuminated
I want to be them

lost significance
motivation sinus drains
reused tissue cloth

the so-cal blueprint
designer jeans and braces
her apology

put me on a shelf
uselessly touched by coy hands
scratch off the price tag

get out get out now
abstraction threatens my thoughts
dissolving my love

become everything
plans are greater than events
stuck on the train-front

revel in envy
balled in the trunk of your car
fumes are all I want

im cleaning my room
and wearing a pair of slacks
to improve my mood

now lets do laundry
man doing laundry sucks shit
at least we’re clean now

finally, dishes
after eating all these sweets
honest sustenance

 

this is where I sit
the temperature aura
under mountain’s shade

multiple pathways
lined with barbed wire landmine traps
where’s the decampment

half sure and half dead
bleeding sliced pseudo gurus
desperately advise

tough cures for our doubt
no one really makes it up
few approach apex

some think of shortcuts
but nothings not been seen here
all ground is trodden

carved out shelter caves
groups let themselves waste away
to their heart’s desire

to which can I care
maybe just to see it all
equinox of pull

for something better
lay into subconscious states
my smile eats you

auspicious tranquil
broadened across reverie
forgetting once more

red pulverulence
the hill’s carbon hushed secret
it’s all carrion

finely ground try-hards
earth carcass consistency
we tread on the dead

eggplant parmesan
that’s what my toenail smells like
holy shit what the fuck

assemble the team
head out on a moon mission
into the bloodstream

guide my feathered flight
caught on the ink of the eye
with all the water

sun beams through the night
I’ll keep it at this hour
bicycle ride back

foreign languages
birthed between the book lovers
conquest desire

frozen in the ice
stop watch keeps ticking backwards
clouds will be my past

so good that it hurts
so painful that it cures you
it’s really nothing

flutes soothe the children
a sack of mucus steers clear
bedtime rolls around

tenacious grinding
tape flares railed and raked gardens
whenever you lie

are we somewhat close
soups go against the windmill
big boned go away

put it to a vote
let yourself be nudity
visual life drone

believe what you want
but they all stand for something
I’m not full of shit

dubious prickle
I feel your beautiful gnaw
tease comprehension

there it is standing
creation broke it’s blossom
exponentially

trifecta coat rack
trapped where you can’t go forward
tall wall ornaments

warnings bleed out pale
siblings pave the kingdom’s floor
discount on effort

wax figurines melt
starboard fasten velcro holds
paper folds neatly

squint my direction
upon cusp curving mouth holes
gently curving lip

underneath the bench
grime turns to mosaic art
three armed uncle’s yard

waking on the glow
red eye works its way through vents
slept in the sludge duct

concussion time zone
driveway slides curb railing games
soda quenches home

turntable pipette
hovering pine cone fortress
crucible remnants

dark violet hair
strips drape broken support beams
graveyard shift returns

participation
star struck pallet irony
battery acid

natural plaster
intricate ge0-design
abstract feelings cube

sidewinder skin brush
eternity got captured
minimal is weird

how long will it buzz
will it be my new routine
liar’s replacement

annihilation
cut throat instrumentalist
shrink wrap baby crib

complete reptile folds
osmosis protectorate
piled in the corner

when you get swallowed
refuse to think of image
it’s not component

gently tap the keys
press yourself into rubble
glimpse the muted strings

looped up scribble beat
4th dimension gradient
for the little ones

gutted trash being
may it never come to be
I shall drift to die

role model god(dess)
hope you notice what you did
siblings round rosie

exposure giggle
reminds me of daysdya
to want to capture

eight triangle panes
temple of darkness growth field
windows absorption

found to be frightful
geodesic stalagmite
two outworldly dreams

angel’s chandelier
halos of folly in chase
quaint socket sat in

geezers to become
expect to be expecting
small stump radio

surrounded by cloth
tinges of storytelling
each night goes backward

the quest for fireflies
blurred faint outlines of my friends
where do these come from

I guess it’s my last
sound comes to visit your head
I was scared of it

kindness in fiction
gnarled twin branches and slippers
snickers of detail

rise from the blockade
no passage to characters
tidal disruption

slitting through the trees
regain health, will it through walls
deformed reflection

walls for head smashing
tie in the endless latter
steal back the wordless

honest paper rolls
woo the roller coaster ride
spill skull memories

punch bowl of nail files
steven on the ferris wheel
get ready to kick

three puzzle pieces
each with a leech to sing with
perhaps the most pure

this is the last page
up north they still capture flags
michelle understands

island of the whales
how have I not mentioned you
inverted dock doors

twizzlers and fruit stores
dreams of yorke’s filmography
truth amongst the lies

the side of the road
tall grass beneath celsius
who can out wait else

aid in danger ride
mystic african rhythm
guides my techno flight

skidding ’round corners
I’m so glad I learned hand-less
true threats cruise behind

I still yearn for room
to taste the smells of your life
test disapproval

keep the day and time
full moon in my back pocket
balance morning crew

plexiglass mountains
digital sunrise (best friend)
first born child fire [one]

here come the kitties
eight total of the four sets
stuck in plastic bags

tension gold course slide
make it fit; be the drip drop
rad zipper solo

what if they’re in there
sadly I’d still doubt coolness
payback: epilogue

do a bunch again
rejection to killers near
spinning in the act

muffin fantasy
crisped sugar sitting on shelves
warmth chokes delightful

don’t let them matter
negativity pointless
toil insomnia

all life rights reserved
his self published reading tours
rot for lady luck

two perfect matches
an anomaly at best
one more seal the deal

stipend gigahertz
chicken farm liquid licker
spacial sky x-ray

fingers glide with ease
condensed flesh-less sugarette
talking in love tongues

make it a science
throttle neutral cruise control
’til it believes you

things are winding down
take you up on that offer
golden foster home

standing on the wall
things won’t change until we do
implied archway curve

disaffectionate
fly off the catamaran
fly swatter regale

hugs be baking bread
grizzled children upside down
jag tack för maten

father of the void
stimuli accumulate
kill the average

distant on the brim
grandeur portal through my screens
felt your tepid face

disco rave helmet
blotches of refracted light
sweat stained pantaloons

a fraction of land
sanctioned to a troubled youth
install narcosis

padded cushion walls
run crimson with driven will
enter through the palm

kneeling calmly near
her watchful observerate
hushes near the door

that’s the idea
to go hard for just a night
justify others

feel like a towel
yellow stripes puncture children
skin bending trapeze

basement couch woofer
reverberating pitch squeals
dim static hissing

early plywood slide
miniature happiness
awkward embankments

driven from regret
he basically felt her up
alongside the stage

trying to try less
left arm right circle; south stare
too calm to relax

alone and at home
the back of the two-twenty
street glows wander by

hidden waterfalls
campfire tugs at spirit’s shirts
concordes crackle high

se me olvido
two shrugs throw limp wrists outward
why yes, yes I do

files down the plug hole
burning all your lists and charts
memories erased

spotted internal
feelings coil twisted fates
unpredictable

how was I to know
vowels and the first letter
could gain relevance

odd at booming voice
barely notable chit chats
do it to disprove

stay weary of tongues
saliva drippings haunt us
creeping towards shoulders

limits been breaching
shattered tooth shards drape fluids
stomach full of glass

eyelid replacement
adolescent core carver
moist corner quiver

smell your dead fetus
the one with your father’s eyes
and your mother’s nose

patterns in the wood
malnutrition rotting me
tangled power line

palm sweat throat choke hold
I want it to reach upward
crawl the dissidence

better on empty
sustenance door hinge regret
air out open wounds

what happened to me
these hands find their own damage
reluctance to heal

I’m loosing my grip
this process is suicide
no more metaphors

exercise caution
during deep introspection
you might find the corpse

I won’t kill myself
not until it’s all over
when death licks my face

running in circles
being what you remembered
one stupid omen

terminal down time
what I can tell about you
from what it looked like

on daily standards
glowing neon through the fog
passed me a fruit comb

creep on shade daunting
closed to the concept of it
we could live without

have and you haven’t
rediscovering new things
on grounds of the past

mystified moonlight
crispy night air flows freely
down and around us

twinge on internal
somewhere a nerve is crying
tears of beloved

childhood treehouse
cautious steps of learning minds
spaceship sails fly high

refuse attendance
don’t humor the idea
sad to disappoint

vision is my air
wishing you always felt it
divides in the tides

sought after built up
the simplest idea
finally brought life

absence is it all
reverting deep memories
clearing the soul’s slate

that was all it took
make amends with forgetting
slosh around the room

one with the true goon
rock silly sleepless birds home
preserve amnesia

when kinship’s  needed
I’ll be sitting on the couch
laughing at the words

distraught by time’s games
thirty seven and counting
let it all sketch out

record time soul aches
why you gotta be like that
questions lack answers

engage the dwelling
depressive euphoria
moving toward extremes

pumped out positive
still better than average
weed out negative

aftermath relic
anticipate crazy days
curious notions

the scariest things
ill hovers onto physique
plaguing emotions

follow the bad dreams
when they’re all about yourself
introspective cull

lick me in the eye
stab me with a screwdriver
tell me its alright

happens in the world
significant melting thing
you’ll always have that

dymaxion stump
steve snapped and climbed the windmill
offerub bitgub

big deal it aint no
roger is a piano
i am but a bat

tryptophan blonde wig
noticed the laws of nature
projecting crash course

speechwheel sun buttfield
on the isle of rangoono
backwards noise poised boys

cyclical hooplah
no respect for your advice
jumpstart my fine pies

sweet and sick dealy
yr magnificent essay
rly touched me hard

rockets, hlopsiclord
supernormal releaser
drop in the bucket

molest the noon spoon
majested my majigger
peach black squirrel white

ixne the horseplay
things don’t have to be so bad
journey of the judge

mistletoe nightmare
scootched forward on my bottom
bespoke in gristle

should have been on drugs
rhinocerous haplogram
you are where you are

pestered by heroes
physical chicken wings save
all in all contained

free perhaps measure
limits being everso
tight beyond aligned

you were my nugget
you me he she im leaving
now i can move on

annihilation
im a slave to my brain’s dick
and it’s classic moves

high suicide risk
blessed hotrod gorbachev
pissed off in pink steam

hate the love you love
contemplative loop de loops
roll me down the hill

purposeful shutdown
pretending to imagine
as a bad kid, don’t

ill never get home
dragging feet through metaphors
produced baloney

heres how to forget
replace it with something worse
catapulting treats

hat trick trifecta
i embrace cause and effect
and thats all there is

a moment, whining
future me punched present me
harshly in the neck

this is selfishness
sublimated jerking off
death to all puppies

carelessly caring
in the winter i wake up
and i’m not destroyed