Some orangutans
Invited me up a tree
To play and hang out

Took me by the hand
Showed me the easiest tree
To start climbing on

I’ve felt bad and sad
About the same kinds of stuff
For the last 10 years

I’ve had the same goals
Same stumbling blocks and failures
same desperation

I’m in the same place
I have not advanced at all
That’s not a good sign

this either matters
or doesn’t matter at all
tapestry of void

honestly it was
already almost this bad
it’s probably fine

gather the sad things
bri flip into the tar pit
chained to cinder blocks

I dreamt that I was
At Huy Nguyen’s birthday party
It was pretty nice

At a restaurant
Dressed business casual +
We ate slow-cooked meat

Wasn’t invited,
I tagged along with some friends
But it was ok

I was awkward but
His cousins seemed to think I
Was tolerable

Leaving the party
He put his arm around me
Said he’s glad I came

Hold my breath until
Adrenaline allows me
To get out of bed

Eat drink piss shit sleep
Think up anything I want
Do nothing I want

Brain’s falling apart
I wonder what it’s like to
I don’t know, who cares

Bring a chair to the
Empty offices upstairs
To sleep during lunch

Loud leafblower sounds
I have blown the entire day
On the internet

Bite off my cold sore
Oh my god that hurts so good
Cry triumphantly

No one and nothing
Time passes, nothing happens
I watch all of this

I don’t belong here
I have nothing to offer
I wanna go home

Decorative fives
I stay inside all weekend
Meaningful sevens

ride the megaslide
the suffering magician
hands me his last legs

class pizza party
where all the white women at
my brain feels so strange

bacteria farm
outlined my crotch in sharpie
learn to play banjo

do you think that clams
know that we’re opening them?
what if we’re the slap

Whenever im sad
I just remember that gif
And i feel much better

On the couch weeping
Hundred dildos are slingshot
into atmosphere

Legacy shredding
Imagination useless
That’s the tragedy

fetal position
apocalyptic system
blank, mechanizing

black holes in my eyes
many people’s dreams are dead
95%

by mere exposure
friction and I are friends now
tangelo saddle

sensational
committed to excellence
no more elephants

hedonic treadmill
shining laser dealership
all come to meet her

zen sense of timing
abberant drunk on the grind
playing my trump card

cold outside the light
calm, a long walk to freedom
one-dimensional

my one devotion
the kind of person wanted
stay closed off, open

my brotherly love
I was waiting, I pulled up
it was binary

let the anger win
ah god ah fuck ah damnit
that one doesn’t count

touching the insane
wheres that melting pot of weeds
helpless butterson

working on a play
the main character is dead
i call it casper

sweet dealing devil
waterfall down the fat folds
infinity cringe

everybody knows
no one eats the pickled fruit
i have no questions

confirmation, hot
grunge kids grew and ate salads
torchic best of three

first down, freebird clown
judge the book by its cover
only always should

if you could express
it would look like constant laughs
flying antelope

I will put you down
hometown honeys post coitus
back to oatmeal land

brainwash myself
life is hard for everyone
under my dingdong

holy fucking shit
the crazy lady was RIGHT
she always has been

six pack of desire
really well defined
lives I could have lived

I can’t empathize
pork tenderloin dissipate
red bread dead lead head

here comes homelessness
rust machines until today
very slippery

most likely i’m doomed
been in my room for 3 months
that’s why my ku’s suck

unsatisfying
hey sorry about your life
thanks but i’ll be fine

shit stain forever
glorious satanic choir
powerful dream lord

sleeping forever
cheated on her with your first
your humanity

crying, uncensored
waste away without remorse
disassociated

thoughtless dissolving
infinitely forever
I stand corrected

sun between your heels
I could never have a pet
knowing being trapped

sadly conducting
terrible experiments
learning nothing

sit on the counter
it’s exactly what you think
addicted to sand

achieve personhood
your poetry outranks mine
achieve specialness

sobbing quietly
all accounts report you suck
ready to settle

our heals this game are
perfect immortal beings
from another plane

some blood in your stool
adds a touch of fall color
to a classic meal

tumultuous times
ed, edd, and eddy yaoi
helps me fall asleep

Tandem bicycle
through the upscale neighborhoods
now you feel okay

throw a barbecue
the whole neighborhood shows up
burger or hotdog?

death simulator
relive your final meatball
till the sun goes cold

Trillions of bugs
Ants, roaches, spiders, flies, worms
Fucking my sister

maybe you should be
a little nicer to me
shitting dick nipples

win the war on hope
homesick yugoslavian
bellybutton crumbs

I’ve had sex before
but few repeat customers
so i suck at fuck

boredom + hunger
truly the darkest timeline
AND I have to pee

Everybody pees
On grandma as she beats off
She cums and then dies

Harem of traumas
Orgy of anxiety
Climax of failure

FUCK A PROSTITUTE
ASS CHEEK TATTOO SIGNIFIED
HUMAN TRAFFICKING

do not touch your face
with your greasy unwashed hands
or you’ll get acne

twerk sinisterly
i am caked in dried feces
god is mad at me

what to write about?
my life’s unremarkable
poop stuff it is, then

“i literally
got invisibility
for christmas this year”

2:30am
distress as i realize
sleep is not coming

green apple splatters
project fiddlesticks
marching band fetish

cum homunculus
read soup for the insane soul
date your computer

WORKED HARD FOR 4 YEARS
FUCK UP AND IT’S ALL OVER
COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME

I’M NOT GOOD ENOUGH
I DIDN’T HAVE WHAT IT TAKES
BACK WHERE I STARTED

WHY DO I WAKE UP
MINIMUM WAGE FOREVER
FEELS HEAVY AWFUL

Alone, as always
Turn off my self-awareness
Bitterness is home

Feels good to be sad
Remember how to go fast
Forget where to go

first of all, fuck you
it never entered my mind
secondly, blow me

never tell a soul
this is between you and me
keep it a secret

if you’re reading this,
congratulations, you won!
click to claim your prize

back from the bathroom
impressive stock eulogy
gum under the desk

quickly park the car
jesus peanut butter cups
cuteness aggression

to die as you lived
bent out of shape about her
even after years

when i was a boy
handholding mom at airport
never leave her sight

I’m not just joking
being alone changes you
it just hurts a lot

Dad, what’s a P-spot?
I’ll tell you when you’re older
replaced by robots

old experiments
sit at the bar until close
don’t do anything

when I was a teen
used to go on walks at night
radical assclown

electrocution
remember me as i was
leather ensemble

drink some warm-up juice
sad day for america
flat as a pancake

YOU KEEP FORGETTING
YOU CAN’T RUN OUT OF PROBLEMS
YOU JUST FIND NEW ONES

CANNOT TELL THE TRUTH
YOU TOOK THAT AWAY FROM ME
SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT OF THAT

ALL OF YOU WILL BE
FUNDAMENTALLY ALONE
AS LONG AS YOU LIVE

BIRTHDAY PLUS CHRISTMAS
ASK YOUR PARENTS TO SAVE UP
FOR ONE BIG PRESENT

WALK IN ON YOUR SIS
HUFFING COMPUTER DUSTER
SOMETHING’S GOTTA GIVE

give up on your dreams
barely manage to go on
live as a machine

3 more years of this
as long as it’s not u-haul
i can live with it

aching teeth all day
the pain doesn’t go away
floss and brush and swish

i’m sorry rufus
i can’t do this anymore
save my seat for me

mentally ill love
she’s definitely dreaming
about crying ghosts

change out the lightbulbs
now everything is yellow
i mean, no, but yes

dude, it’s getting worse
“I hope I die, honestly”
that was a close one

Finally you’re here
ladyboy emergency
do it till it’s done

in my teenage room
in purpleblue honeyrain
scoot closer to me

works well with wierdos
computer controlled units
still a novelty

keep bad company
i’ll have to come back to this
estrogen shortage

drill down deep enough
whatever you come up with
dozens of earned hugs

all in a day’s work
managerial prowess
but does he eat ass?

DON’T PLAY THE MUSIC
DON’T GET UP AND DIM THE LIGHTS
COLOSSAL ERROR

THIS IS SO STUPID
CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT
COME SIT ON ME THOUGH

LOOK INTO MY EYES
SAVOR THE GRAVITATION
I HAVE TO STOP THIS

extreme speed sinning
call center in nevada
beg for your release

FOUND ORPHANED BLOCK FILES
CAN’T WAIT TILL THESE DRUGS KICK IN
AMBERGRIS HIGHSCHOOL

INSIGNIFICANT
BIGGEST FAILURE OF YOUR LIFE
EXCELLENT ROOMMATES

YOU’RE ALWAYS LIKE THIS
FALLS ALSEEP ON YOUR SHOULDER
STUPID PIECE OF SHIT

I CAN’T HANDLE IT
NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY
JUST AN ILLUSION

SIT WITH THE COOL KIDS
ON THE LONG SEAT IN THE BACK
I IDENTIFY

MIDI CONTROLLER
BIOLOGICAL MACHINE
WOULD I LIE TO YOU

1-CLICK UNSUBSCRIBE
EXQUISITE PARALYSIS
LOVE-BASED RTS

TWO-PLAYER SPLITSCREEN
RELIGIOUS SYMBOLISM
MYTHBUSTERS RERUNS

I DID WHAT ANY
REASONABLE GUY WOULD DO
GOBS AND GOBS OF ROIDS

I’M IN A BAD PLACE
CRY FOR HELP 2020
TAKE THE PAIN AWAY

LONG BEACH OVERCAST
COLD, COARSE, INFERIOR SAND
UNCOMFORTABLE

FALL ASLEEP ALONE
BETTER THAN BEING AWAKE
UNFINISHED FRENCH FRIES

THEY NEED IT THE MOST
CUSTOMER SERVICE PEASANT
YEAH I REGRET IT

NOTHING ELSE COMPARES
SPEND THE LAST OF IT ON WHORES
IT’S NOT EVEN CLOSE

COUNTRY IN MOURNING
I HOPE THAT SHE STEALS MY CLOTHES
BACKUP CAMERA

ULTRAVANILLA
HOMOSEXUAL SIDE KICK
“ACCIDENTALLY”

WHO YOU REALLY ARE
MEANS NOTHING TO ANYONE
HEAVILY SOILED LOAD

NOT DEPRESSED ENOUGH
SLEEPOVER AT KEVIN’S HOUSE
CHRONIC AWARENESS

I HAVE AUTISM
IT’S BAD, IT’S A BAD MIXTAPE
i want to believe

take some free crackers
sit at the empty tables
unable to rise

that’s the hottest thing
i have ever seen in my life
refridgerator

THEN GO TO THE PUB
APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE
SLURPEE HEART FAILURE

“SHE LOOKS LIKE STEVE JOBS”
NORMAL ASS MOTHERFUCKERS
WOBBLY SAUSAGE

I SPY YOUR LIMP DICK
DON’T RIDE BOATS WITH HOLES IN THEM
HEART ATTACK FAN CLUB

real alone again
watching code lyoko
my life is a joke

is this how it ends?
so close, yet so far away?
somehow I doubt it

THAT’S FUCKING STUPID
HIRE A LAWYER AND SUE THEM
DIE AND SHIT YOUR PANTS

girl in tennis clothes
manspreading on the park bench
texting somebody

full on fluff assault
it’s gonna be a bad year
vulnerable neck

who does your makeup
another human being
prisoner christmas

create your own group
I wish we hadn’t been robbed
foreign royalty

relaxed, watertight
haze, palm trees and skyscrapers
tight neat & bouncy

after i get back
slide whistle with distortion
through the fire and flames

1920’s warm
watermelon summer camp
enveloping bass

drown your dreams with work
dinner date with carl gardens
good dreams but they hurt

jerk off to anne frank
exist in a fuzz pedal
taxes done on time

pick apart your meal
nostalgia & memory
bet, echolocate

bleach and ammonia
pearlescent GHB dream
rainbow dino ride

melodic whimper
kickflip over the chord change
blood curdling scream

please use all my holes
quadruple penetration
till death do us part

stretched, lacerated
violently brutally
pounded until death

a guillotine cuts
your fucked to death head off as
people take selfies

friend with benefits
underwear underwater
tenderness capsule

personality
self-deprecating humor
xbox 360

trim my pubic hair
emergency suicide pills
leave the oven on

peaceful meatball town
farm in fields of angel hair
sleep in beds of sauce

love that doesn’t come
satisfaction transient
fuck you too i guess

metal droning sound
fall over and don’t get up
just accept your fate

sit with your young friends
chewing peppermint plant stems
in a drainage ditch

who cares anyway
duct tape the hole in my sheets
no one to impress

successfully live
spend 4 hours on 3 haiku
question your whole life

but you won’t need luck
the world seems to wait for you
to hit it with sticks

missing in action
go to a show in LA
reverb slide guitar

be my little spoon
you make it easy for me
better overall

too sober to dance
look through the data again
occupy your chair

delete your number
they can fuck you, but I cant?
achey breaky heart

neatly folding clothes
who am i doing this for
it isn’t for me

bright winter morning
vacuuming the store, outside
a whirlwind of trash

watch every movie
your life fails to measure up
it’s not even close

begin to own it
people are basically
soft pieces of meat

end up like the rest
pretend that you’re not the same
and yet here you are

helicopter dick
spinning in desperation
how to make love stay

object of pity
watch your friends matter
take out a suicide loan

face your shittyness
face your disability
know your worthless soul

burst out laughing
what you felt was important
wasn’t important

to contrive meaning
in this senseless random world
just selfish, really

Turn the AC off
After what feels like a year
still not cold yet though

Every couple weeks
I dream I’m at a party
Never the same one

I meet someone there
They’re cool, hot, interesting
And we start flirting

I hook up with them
I love hooking up with them
I love this party

That’s when I notice
I’m actually happy
Is this what I want

We sit on the couch
Laughing with fun new strangers
This is what I want

temporal swelling
get my bosses approval
lay a towel down

strike out with shelby
wasn’t expecting success
it still feels bad though

send abby a text
apologizing again
don’t get a response

hesitate to call
the person who means the most
it just keeps ringing

hit up what’s her face
she says that she’s gotta go
ok okay. see ya

drunk call to my dad
leave an exquisite message
wait for a call back

list activities
that no one wants to do with you
do a lot of drugs

We must protect pigs
Shelter them from a cruel world
Give them loving homes

Every pig matters
They are smart and have feelings
Cute tails and wet snouts

i used to do meth
i came here to laugh at you
paper towel roll

The road to tendies
is paved with more murder plots
crohn’s disease boardslide

your days are lettered
tasteless chucklefuckery
sleep deep in the grease

light my hand on fire
this is just like that one show
chunky salsa blood

explosive barrel
accidentally punctured
who will feed my pets?

consult some creamed corn
smoke WD40
park your UFO

mayan calendar
write a love letter to ass
nUwUclear birthday