things that didn’t happen

a roll in the hay
temporarily perfect
in with the slow strings

every time you smile
it feels good to be alive
and heaven is real

fuck in the ballpit
you’ll always be my hero
photopoetry

learn to trust again
approaching infinity
“blow bubbles with me”

gothic cathedrals
wish you were here to see this
intersecting highs

limp through the wreckage
wearing a hawaiian shirt
velvet bazooka

unpaid vacation
sent to live with grandma
this isn’t goodbye

fall asleep alone
torn up like toilet tissue
free spirit beatdown

dawn of a new age
try but it isn’t the same
i can cry to this

reach into the strange
bite off more than I could chew
slam into the ground

“what are you wearing”
full coconut plate armor
get out of my way

counterfeit pussy
this wasn’t part of the plan
salad suicide

no gods, no masters
the highs cancel out the lows
wasted final days

red rover cheat codes
biological killswitch
botch the synthesis

soul pornography
4-dimensional priesthood
spacetime fanfiction

with her jacket on
I strain, but the memory
slips away again

anime ending
leave without saying goodbye
it’s better this way

fail to stay awake
holographic confusion
fail to fall asleep

failure in paris
wow, what the fuck was that shit
failure in berlin

fail to live a life
get pushed out of the gene pool
fail to kill myself

when you remember
things people say don’t matter
cheap landscape paintings